MY RANDOM AND stupid SHTUFF

Vent update thing

We changed our name to Dragonstone System and we have one Subsystem named the Silverstone System. And we currently have 1 friend/partner system and a singlet friend. Along with two systems we are friends with as well. WE've been through alot over the course of like 5 months or whatever and we are slowly getting better. One minor setback but nothing we can't recover from. Its not the first time an ex friend had reached out after cutting us off. Still stressful. Like if you cut someone off you don't reach back out to them. You made your decision to say goodbye. By reaching out you are keeping that person and/or system caught in the past unable to recover further. It only sets you both back. Go towards the future and find people better. Because clearly we were the toxic ones here. Why else would you cut us off when all we ahve ever wanted for you was happiness and peace. We did everything to make that happen and yet was itever enough? no. Once again our depression and our own issues pushed people away and made them cut us off and shit. Ha. When does this cycle of pain end. Im just tired and we want some form of true friendship and love and shit. Ugh we feel like shit now and we are setback because everyone is loosing their mind. This is fucking great