You knew it was crazy that you had a crush on the Nogitsune. He was evil, a monster perfectly fit for a horror movie. He was empty of any emotions besides anger and pride. But that confident smirk that he wore, the one that swore he could get whatever he wanted, and those honey brown eyes that once belonged to your former best friend left you feeling like you were just a golem under his control.
Everyone knew how you felt, it wasn’t exactly something hard to tell. The way you kind of froze in place when he glanced at you, heart pumping faster and faster, and a little blush would come onto your face gave it away pretty quickly. It played a part in what caused you and your pack, or rather now former pack, to drift apart. Nobody quite got that you couldn’t control it. They just seen it as a sign of betrayal, and eventually it would come to that.
You crept into the school as the full moon slowly hid itself behind the closing doors. Everyone was too busy, but you didn’t mind. You took that time to go to the one place you knew the Nogitsune would be. You had to visit him. You had to get the feelings you had inside for him off your chest, even if he and everyone else already knew about them, you couldn’t let it go unless you did something about it. Just one kiss. That’s all you needed, you told yourself. Then you could go back to fighting against him and saving the boy trapped away in his own mind, even if he wasn’t your friend anymore.
“Took you forever,” The Nogitsune said, a smirk placed on his lips knowingly, sitting on the stairs that led to the second floor of the school, “I was waiting.” He said. You tried to be scared of him, you really did, you should’ve been, but you weren’t. You couldn’t fear the man you… love. Even with that intimidating look he had, even with how much more power he held in his hands.
“How did you…” You trailed off as soon as you met with his eyes, those eyes that were not even his. He cocked his head to the side just a bit with a chuckle.
“I know things.” He said, standing up and strutting towards you with confidence Stiles never had. You found your eyes falling down to his lips, his very kissable lips. One kiss, that’s all I need, you thought. You met him half way and before he could do anything, you sucked up the nervous feeling in your chest and the harsh beating of your heart in your ear and pulled him into a fast kiss. You could feel the nervousness in your body quickly explode into a million pieces and send a jolting shock to every fiber of your body. You stumbled away from his cold lips almost as soon as the fireworks went of inside of you.
He looked at you with a that same knowing smirk as before and slowly pushed towards you as you stepped back till you hit the locker wall. “Stupid girl,” He mumbled, lips brushing against yours, as you tried to calm the your pounding heart, he locked eyes with you for a just a second before dipping down to your neck, “I’m going to have so much fun with you.”
Stupid girl, the perfect nickname, you thought. The Nogitsune used you as a pawn to his own advantage and you let him. Stupid girl. Now he was gone, and to who knows where probably wreaking havoc on some poor souls in another body. One you got for him. You betrayed your own friends, the people you cared about, for some dumb fox who couldn’t even love you back.
You unclenched your fist when you heard a knock on the window glass of your bedroom. You didn’t know who it could be. You hadn’t had really any visits from any of your old friends after what had happened. Sighing, you got up and went to open the window when you saw a familiar face – the face you had willingly offered the Nogitsune. Opening it quickly you, you looked at him confused. Why was he back? Was he going to cause trouble again?
“Hello, my love,” He said, smirking, “I couldn’t stay away.”
