Learning love >Jasper Hale<

14

Moving in

"You're not suppose to creep up on people who are meditating." I whisper when I hear the sound of footsteps coming to my bedroom door  that would have been inaudible to a human.

"You're suppose to be coming over. You technically don't even own the home your in right now anymore." A southern voice fills my ears like a melody and I push back a smile.

"I will be coming." I lie.

"Really?" He questions moving to stand at the bottom of my stripped bed right in front of me. I let out a sigh,

"I don't think I should move in."

"Because of me and Alice?" He questions softly and my eyes dart open to look up at him.

"I just don't want to get in the way. Of any of you."

"Me and Alice-"

"Alice and I." I correct and he smiles.

"Alice and I, aren't anything. Never have been, never will be, especially since I've found you. Plus Alice has made an entire scrapbook of what she will do when she finds her mate." I laugh slight at the end sounds like Alice.

"That doesn't mean that I want to make you stuck with me. I do really well alone anyway."

"I don't." Jasper huffs and I laugh,

"You're not alone anyway!"

"But I want you!" I move onto my knees so I'm slightly more level with him.

"You stress me out. One minute I'm avoiding you the next I miss you then next we're kissing and then I'm avoiding you again because I don't know what we are and contradicting myself about it."

"Well what do you want us to be?"

"Togdnjcks..."

"Ok even with my supernatural hearin' I didn't hear that honey." Jasper says with his accent pronouncing certain words in a way that makes me swoon.

"Together. I want us to be together. Because I like you and whenever we aren't together I miss you." I say quickly sinking down. A finger trails along my jaw to the bottom of my chin where it tilts my head up and my own dark eyes are looking into the light pools of honey.

"Me too." Jasper says deeply. I cautiously lean upwards and press my lips to his to which he responded instantly pressing his lips to mine, hard. And I find myself smiling against him. Pulling away Jasper asks me,

"So, Theodora-Fay Smith. Will you do the honours of being my girlfriend?"

"Sure why not." I laugh and he gasps pushing me away so I fall onto my back on the bed.

"Ok Ok." I huff sitting up again and looking into Jaspers eyes "I would love to be your girlfriend."

"Good now help me get your stuff in your car." Jasper smiles picking up a few boxes. I roll my eyes and grab a couple before following him down the stairs.

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Cause you're my lady, I'm your fool. Makes me crazy when you act so cruel!" I fling the kitchen towel up in the air, over Rosalie's head before catching it again. She swats me away so I move along.
"C'mon baby, let's not fight.
We'll go dancing and everything will be alright!" I whip my towel at Jaspers behind when finishing the lyric before moving swiftly on before it can be mentioned.
"Wake me up before you go go, don't leave me hanging on like a yo-yo." Esme joins in with me softly singing it whilst making food for Bella. I must have chosen the worst day to move in.

"Here comes the humannn~" Emmett sings and I smile at him sliding back over to Jasper's side.

"Bella. We're making Italiano for you." Esme says when Bella enters and my eyes darken even more than they were before. The one day Bella decides she's going to be a girl and show skin is the week I haven't fed at all. Great.

"This is Esme, my mother for all intents and purposes." Edwards mittens and Esme shoots him a glare

"Bon giorno?" Bella says blushing and I grip Jasper's hand with my right and the table with my left. Sensing my chance in mood jasper snakes his arm round my waist and plants a kiss to my head.

"You've given us an excuse to use the kitchen for the first time." Carlisle says whilst shaking her hand.

"I hope you're hungry." Esme says smiling when Carlisle comes and hugs her from behind. I am.

"Oh, absolutely-"

"She already ate." I faintly hear a smashing of something and the moaning tone of Rosalie but my focus doesn't linger on my surrounding for long before focusing back in on the pulsing rate at which Bella's blood flows through her veins pulsing at her neck and arms which are on show.

"Yes, let's keep pretending this isn't dangerous for all of us."

"I-I should go. I need to go." I whisper to Jasper while everyone else talks but Alice who I had just missed entering come up to me,

"Hey your ok." I shake my head no and she smiles.

"Just stop thinking about it. Find something else to focus on." My eyes scan the room but I find nothing.

"I can't Alice just let me go. I haven't fed in 8 days if I don't go it's not going to end well." Jasper's grip on my waist tightens and I look up at him where he forces a smile at me. It's evidently difficult for him as well.

Oh. Badly. Like, where I become a meal..." the sentence makes the three hushed vampires tense and turn their attention back to Bella and the rest of the Cullens. After Emmett had choked back his laughter and the time dies down slightly Alice is pushed in front of me to stop me advancing on a blushing, overwhelmed Bella while Jasper, although enticed himself, attempts to calm me down.

"Pleasure to meet you Bella. But me and Theo need to get going." Jasper says stiffly barely opening his mouth before rushing us both out into the forest.