Love in a Mine (continued)

Mental Sanity

(Steve POV)

I had found my stomach had largely increased in size, and I was warned what could happen, but this was LIFE inside of me! And even though migraines have been attacking me as I try to think back on my and Herobrine's true past; I can only assume Notch is trying to protect me from it- but I always get this warm fuzzy feeling when thinking about how i will have his child. I have no clue who or what my child will be but I only hope I can defend it from everyone.

Not only have migraines irked me, but this sick feeling that i shouldn't trust Notch. He's our GOD and yet I don't want to have my child around him.

But who else could I go to? I'm alone, in a empty world, full of deadly undead creatures that want to decapitate me, stick my head on a pike, and eat whatever is left of me.
Ok maybe that is a little extreme but my mind wonders.

I found myself planning my escape and preparing distractions for Notch. And I forgot how much of a bìtçh anticipation found itself to be but I distracted myself with making up a gender neutral name along with names for both genders.

And as I found myself sitting in this calm peaceful plane of existence I remind myself how I should prepare an apology for Herobrine, considering what I probably did to him.
And who gives a füçk if I gave consent to have him plow my ã$$, I wasn't ready for a CHILD, heck I had no clue that was even possible, and that was heat of the moment. I shouldn't use a god like that though, especially not Herobrine, because I do love him but I wasn't sure if it was him or just his dīćk, i just had to think about it.

But his body was like a drug to me, and that alone is a good reason to give myself over to the god, because hot damn did he know what buttons to press.

That's not what I should be thinking about! Specially while I'm pregnant!

But I knew where I wanted to have my child. In a nice large open field with my house nearby, a soft breeze, and flowers all about. Something nice for my child to be introduced to. Though I wasn't sure how exactly it was going to come out, or what it will look like. But this was my baby, how could this go wrong?

(Entity 505)

I finally made it, and I found myself at a loss, nothing in a 370 block radius from his last bed sight to suggest he even existed. Except some hole in the wall. So after returning to the bed that Steve should have picked up I went to the wall.

It irked me that he had set up shop near this wall, that it looked like he had been camping here and yet everything was so untouched.

The quiet of the world around was peaceful but something greater than me was hiding something.
So I took a stone pick that Steve left here and I put my hand up to the wall without touching it.

And then I knew, and it scared me, worse than Herobrine!

"Notch" I growled under my breath and walked through the wall as it rippled around me.

After finding Steve what am I supposed to do? Run away, fight a God who has been resting for centuries, or mine further and hide from them all with Steve?

Maybe I had been insane when I took the deal and yet there was no turning back. I had to earn my freedom!