Kotlc Oneshots

Faded

I dedicate this chapter to @_paperandink_ for giving me this inspiration. Go check out the story Why her and you will understand how I got the inspiration.

Sophie POV

The stack of dishes in my room grew as I ignored another meal that was sent up to my room. I was so frail and all of my bones were visable. I had been at this for a while. Not eating and hating the world. But what do you expect? My world has been ruined. The Neverseen are trying to kill me; Mr. Forkle is dead, Calla is a tree, Kenric is dead. I was soon to be dead. " I know this sounds terrible but it's true. I have nothing left and hardly any reason to live.

My skin was pale and my eyes were practically gray. My hair was thinning and was tangled. My appearance was horrific and somehow that made me feel better. I hear a nock at my door  but ignore it. There is a creak as the door swings open anyways. Grady comes in reminding me that I have to return to Foxfire tommorow. " Great" I yelled scaring him half to death. " I have to return to that god awul place and sit through classes that I dont care about. I have to deal with people pretending that they care about me. No one loves me so why cant I just be alone."

Grady POV

The words "No one loves me" stick with me as a stumble away from her room tears streaming down my face. She was sinking into a pit of depression. I mumble to myself thinking that this is what happens when teenagers have to handle prolems that are meant for adults. I hail Elwin asking for advice and he seems concerned. Everyone notices Sophies distraught state of mind. We car we really do. She refuses to belive it.

Biana POV

"Sophie wait up" please. "What do you want Biana? becuase I probably dont care" Sophie stated coldly. " Sophie snap out of it" I scream. "Stop expecting us to feel sorry for you, you push us away and act like no one cares about you. Thats not true." I know I have no right to be yelling at her like this but I cant help it. I have become to angry. " WE ARE ALL DEALING WITN THESE LOSSES." "Its not just you" Have you ever thought about how we are handling this?" By know she is sobbing and I dont feel bad. "Biana you dont understand. I have no parents my Human family does not remember me and I dont know who my parents are. I am dealing with more problems then you can understand." I hate her. She has no clue how hard my life is. She is trying to one up me with everything and I hate it.

Fitz POV

Sophie runs through the halls her pale face streaked with tears. She is clearly upset and unhealthy. I can tell she has not eaten in days and she is so pale. She runs to me gripping my shouder. I let her collapse into my arms hoping that somehow I can help her. "Soph whats wrong" I whisper not wanting to anger her. " Take me to Elwin" Is her responce which is not a good thing. " Soph tell me whats wrong please I can help you." 

Sophie POV

" Fitz can help me. He is here for me." My world brightens and I start realizing that people care. Biana was right. I needed to get over myself. "Fitz I am dealing with depression" I stumble back in tears again. " Sophie your okay I know this is hard for you." Accidentaly slipping into her mind I see her memories of Biana.

Fitz POV

Italic is Fitz   Bold is Sophie

Sophie I cant believe biana said that to you

It's okay I deserved it. I got so upset over this and did not think of how this affected other people.

Sophie you did not deserve that. We are all dealing with this but you are dealing with more

I guess. Maybe its not depression I hope it's not

Nope it cant be. I am not letting it be depression

Good luck with that. You dont control my emotional center.

I might after I tell you this

Ok give it a shot.

Sophie I have had a crush on you since you went with me to the lost cities. I never thought that you could like me in that way. Will you be my girlfreind?

Yes I will Fitz becuase I have had a crush on you since then to.

No more depression okay Soph I cant lose you

Happy thoughts. No more depression.