Chapter 20 - Confusion and jealously

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Amelia's P.O.V

Ethan wrapped a large towel around me when I stepped out the shower before wrapping one around himself. Nothing happened in the shower, well a kiss here and there but nothing more than that which I appreciated cause I pushed my own limits today. I never thought I would let that happen with someone I have known for only a short time the way I have Ethan but I was OK with that...Ok with pushing those limits with him cause my feelings for him are already pretty strong, think he feels the same too...well I hope. I was pulled out of thought when he wrapped his arms around my waist from behind.

"Hey beautiful you OK?" He whispered, kissing my shoulders

I swallowed hard, nodding my head and looking over my shoulder at him

"I am fine, was only thinking." I smiled

"You sure that is all it is?" he asked turning me around to face him

I wrapped my arms around his neck, stepping in close to him and pecking his lips softly making him smile against my lips.

"Yes I am sure. And I thought I worried to much." I said giggling

He chuckled, stealing a quick kiss before taking my hand and leading me to his bedroom. He headed over to his closet and drawers, pulling some clothes out, passing some to me. I smiled, appreciating it. He handed me a pair of joggers, a pair of his boxers and a hooded. I turned away from him, pulling them on, snuggling into the hoodie, it smelt good and felt warm against my skin.

"Comfortable?" he chuckled from behind me

I giggled, turning back around to face him, just as I did he was pulling his boxers up, luckily I never turned around a second sooner or I would have got an eye full for sure. I felt my cheeks heat up as I even thought about it. I let my eyes run over him for a moment, licking my lips as I see his boxers hang low on his hips. Ethan cleared his throat, making me soon snap my eyes away from him, looking up at his face

"Um...Sorry." I said nervously playing with my hair

Ethan made his way over to me, pulling me into him again, the same respond coming from me...a loud groan from my lips with him being this close to me.

"Don't be. You can look at me all you want baby, I don't mind." He said with a wink

I shook my head, a nervous laugh coming from my lips as I looked at the ground again. Ethan pulling me against his chest, hugging me tightly. I buried my face in his bare chest. I always enjoy when we are close. He held onto me, wrapping his arm around my body, resting his chin on my forehead.

"You are too sweet baby do you know that?" he whispered stroking my back

I pulled my face from his chest, Ethan moving his chin from me. I looked up at him, Ethan looking straight back down at me. Those damn eyes of his makes me weak to my knees, they were beautiful.

"I am not...be quiet." I laughed, pushing his chest playfully

He was soon to pull me back close to him, reaching down and kissing my lips over and over again before pulling away and prodding at my nose

"Nope, don't wanna be." He said sticking his tongue out at me

"You are such a dork." I said rolling my eyes playfully at him

"Am not. Let's go to bed for a nap, I am tired." He said pouting at me

I smiled, heading over to his bed and climbing under the covers, Ethan soon following me, pulling me into him as soon as he did. I sighed in content, snuggling into his warm body, placing my head on his chest. I was not tired but I wanted cuddles from him, he gives the best cuddles. When he cuddles me it makes me feel safe...protected and happy. A silence fell between us, it was comfortable though. Our comfort soon disturbed when his phone started ringing. He grabbed it, when he did I see the screen. The name Dani was on, the photo of some girl half naked on the screen. It was then I realised something that is the kind of girl he usually goes for if he is anything like my cousin. Even just seeing the photo was making me feel self-conscious...feel uneasy. I can't be that sort of girl for him even if this was to work out...even if I did start having sex with him I couldn't be that kind of girl...the confident, sexy one that has no problem sending half naked photos to the guy she is interested in.

I watch Ethan's face as he looks at the screen, seeing him rolls his eyes and hit the reject button, sighing to himself. It rang again, the same photo coming up

"Seriously?" he growled sounding a little annoyed but there was a hint of a smirk to his lips too

I quickly pulled away from him, climbing out of the bed

"Amelia where are you going?" he asked looking at me confused

"Home." Was all I said

"What? Why?" he asked jumping from the bed, heading towards me, pulling me into him

"Cause you clearly wanna get that, so go ahead. Go get yourself laid. I seen the smirk on your lips Ethan, you liked that she was calling you. I should have known, can't expect a guy like you to be 100% interested in someone like me when the girls you usually go for are like that. I can't and don't wanna be that sort of girl." I said pulling away from him

I rushed to the living room, finding my own clothes and locking myself in his bathroom until I got changed back into my own clothes. He was soon knocking on the door

"Amelia come on don't be like that. She means nothing, not really. She and I only ever had some fun. I don't wanna talk to her, I wanna spent the day with you." He said

I ignored him, finishing getting my clothes on before unlocking the door, rushing out and pushing him out of my way, heading for the front door.

"And that is what you really want though isn't it?" I said before going to reach for the door handle

As I went to turn it, his hand soon fell over mine, his other hand landing on my hip and swinging me around to face him, trapping me between him and the door. He sighed, running his hands through his hair

"Amelia what the heck is going on? Why the sudden change? I don't want her. Yes I smirked but at the end of the day I am a teenage boy, seeing females like that gets to me, I can't help that but I don't wanna answer. I don't wanna go fuck her either." He said

"I wish I could believe that Ethan I really do." I said shaking my head

"I thought you trusted me?" he said, a sadness in his eyes when I did

"So did I." I said

With that he let me go, stepping back from me and turning away, beginning to walk away

"This will never work if you don't trust me Amelia." He said sounded disappointed disappeared into another room

I sighed, feeling the tears build in my eyes before rushing out of his house. I do trust him, well I thought I did...I must if I let him do to me what I did earlier but seeing that girl on his phone done something to me, it made me feel jealous...self-conscious and made me wanna pull away. I don't know what I was gonna do...try talk to him...let him be...tell him why I acted that way. I need to clear my head and think things through.

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