BILY_1:Vague

21.Give up

Kim Taehyung's POV

I rushed to the penthouse like some desperate maniac.I opened the front door of the house with my card key cause I didn't even have the patience to knock then,I was desperate .The door opened and I saw the person who can probably give the answers to all of my questions .

Rose noona was laughing at something  with Jin hyung, Hoseok hyung and junkook. Jin hyung being Jin hyung  was looking at her as if she's his only sunshine.
His only hope.
His most precious jewel.
The look in his eyes was a bit possessive too that mentioned she was his even if the whole world comes between them he'll fight them for only her.Do I look like that too when I stare at her?I still don't know how deep my feelings are for her.I mean I just met her.But I am certain that she's now the owner of my mind and how my heart clenched awhile ago I am also sure that my heart is waiting to be claimed fully by her too.

What if she was lying about her engagement ?No there is no reason for her to lie.But what if!But her eyes clearly told truth and what about those scars!

But it won't kill me to be sure about it or it can probably pretty much destroy me. I know what happened last time with me.
My first love destroyed me,I was pretty much wrecked,I lost my soul until my eyes found her teary brown eyes.Her eyes captured me without any cage and I was willing to do anything to be there.I should have known that from the very first day that she claimed me with her first glance.

The question is If I found her engaged do I think I'll step away from her?Will I be able to forget her?Will I be able to give up on her?

-No

Love is something that doesn't come and knock your door everyday.And second chances comes very rarely.So no matter what one should never give up on love.If you don't claim it it will disappear from your eyes and I learnt it in a hard way.And not like I'm recognised as one of the most stubborn members of  this band for nothing.My ranking comes to second after Jeon Junkook of course though .But I think that's enough of stubbornness through which I can conquer the world .When normal people will try a 100 or thousand times and loose hope but I am one of those few people who'll die trying but won't stop until I get  what I want.But Junkook will probably won't stop even after dying.But why I am even comparing myself with the golden maknae anyway.So whatever the moral of the description is I will keep courting her whether she becomes mine or not.Whether her so called bastard of a fiancé puts a gun on my head or not.Whether my love is forever unrequited I will not stop pursuing her.Conclusion of the story I am not leaving her.

"You really said that to her that she can't dance.Well, she's one of the best dancers in her family.I know Kiara's gonna kill me but look at this one,I recorded this one during one of our missions.Hey Taehyung!Come here and join us.Come watch your new  sister's performance."Rose noona gave her phone to Junkook.When my  eyes went to her face I noticed a small bandage on her forehead.Really what happened yesterday?!Is this because of another mission too!If that is then it should not be my business but it involved Amberley and no matter what I know she's my business.

"Taehyungie you don't look good what happened?"Jin hyung said as he looked at me thoroughly.I cannot ever escape from the eyes of my group members.They'll know that something is wrong without a word.

"Honey,let him sit first.Can you bring a glass of water,love?"Rose noona said to Jin hyung and hyung obeyed.

"This is really her!Why is she dancing like this!belly dance seriously!And what's with the outfit?!Who's the guy?"Junkook almost screamed.I went to them and sat on the L shaped couch.Should I ask Noona now?How should I?This matter is included in her family matters and Rose noona strictly told us not to ask or get involve with her family matters.But if I do so not only I will be going against Rose noona but also Jin hyung.But those bandages and her engagement!If I ask her now,I have to give answers in return and I'm currently dating,this makes it worse.But I have to think of something.I think Hoseok hyung was right when he suggested me not get involve with Laura.But when Laura proposed me this year,I couldn't say no to her.Because she has been my friend for years in this industry another thing is I didn't get involved with any other girls after her.

I almost forgot the taste of love after her.But I know if I had tried hard she would have been mine.If I didn't left her she would have been mine.But now that I have learnt my lesson,I won't do the same mistake second time even that means I have to go against the whole world.

"She was in a mission Junkook ,she had to.She was our spy in that mission and that guy was our target."Rose noona answered as she looked at Junkook in amusement.

"Isn't she an heiress to a multi billon dollar company already,Why does she need to do this kind of things?Oh right family secrets!"Junkook said being irritated and Rose noona just shrugged her shoulders.Yeah only God knows how many dangerous secrets these weird families have!Do hell with those secrets Kim Taehyung you can do this.

"Why are you hiding the screen?Let me watch too !"Hoseok hyung screamed at Junkook and that scream brought me to the real world.

"You don't need to see this!"Junkook said as he removed Hoseok hyung's hand from the phone by slapping.

"How can you be so rude to your hyung Junkook?I don't need to watch this more like I want to watch this."Hoseok Hyung tried to snatch the phone but Junkook leaped out of the sofa and ran away.Hoseok hyung chased him.Kids!

"Noona,I need to tell you something."I said as my eyes went to my fingers.Hope she would accept and help me to conquer her cousin.I know she already has a gasp of my situation.

"Yes tell me."She said as she smiled sweetly.

"I think I am in love with your cousin,Amberley Quinn."I said as I looked directly into her eyes to show my honesty.Rose expression changed quickly.She masked her expression with a blank face.I've only seen this face when she came to rescue us when we were kidnapped.

"I'm sorry Taehyung.But please stay away from her."She said keeping her blank stare on me.
"I know you would say it but I really cannot get her out of my head." I said desperately.Rose noona came to me and held my hands.

"Then try harder.I am sorry Taehyung but believe me it's for the best."She sighed and looked at me sincerely.

"Love you should not suggest him that.Who knows more than us that our heart cannot be controlled by somebody."We heard Jin hyung's voice behind us.We looked at him as he came close to Rose noona.

"I know but our situation was not that much complicated as theirs.The outcome of their love will only wreck both of them."Rose said sadly.

"But what kind of love will it be if it doesn't have complications.Look if you're serious about her then pursue her.We are with you."Jin hyun patted my left shoulder firmly.

"Ji.."

"It's okay love the kids can solve their own problems."Jin hyung said with an assuring tone.

"Noona I wanted to ask is Amberley..engaged."I said with a shaky voice.

"Yes."Rose noona said with a shaky voice as she looked at me sadly.

"Don't give up bud at least she's not married."Jin hyung as she looked at Rose noona.

Yes she's not married yet.So I should not give up.I won't give up.