BILY_1:Vague

20.Unrequited

Kim Taehyung's POV

I saw her went away and I didn't do anything more to stop her,more like I couldn't do anything to stop her. How could I have stopped her when I didn't have any fucking reason to!She was right on her ground ! I was no one to her, so was she to me.We are literally strangers doing our own things.It's a different thing god knows why  I saw her every night in my dreams.She didn't even spare me in the daytime. Because I even fucking daydreamed about her.In another word she occupied my mind 24/7.

But I knew very well that I wasn't suppose to care for her nor I was suppose to be pulled towards her.She was suppose to be a just an aquaintance who is Rose noona's cousin.I should not care about what happened today and I definitely should not be curious of what mysteries  she is hiding in those chocolate brown eyes inside of her rimmed glasses.I shouldn't be the one who should find the reasons of her fake smiles,her hidden pain and her everything !

But she was like a magnet that pulled my body and my heart both toward her,even no matter how much I wanted to pull away.Today was the very first time in a long time that I lost my shit.I was never the one who can get angry that easily nor could I ever get violent.Even I didn't remember when the last time I got angry before today.But when I saw wounds in her creamy hands,I wanted to kill that person mercilessly whoever have hurt her. Anger is a mare word for that feeling,I was furious and not to forget my reaction towards her tears.Its still hunts me day and night.My feelings are totally messy,right now which was very unlikely of me. I thought I was the person who can define his feelings very well and quickly. But after all those incidents,I can barely recognise myself now.It's like she's devouring me little by little and I am letting her do that willingly by giving my heart,mind and soul in a silver platter .

"She is like fire and I am that idiot who wants to get burned and her presence speaks danger which gets me turned on and I want to dive in that danger on my own will."

I remembered Jin hyung's stupid words clearly and now finally I can relate to it.I think this is the power that those cousins have on people. I mean who has the power to make someone run like a mad dog after him or her because of some tears. Come on Kim Taehyung snap out of it,Jin hyung and Rose Noona is a complete different story,They love each other!And you have a girlfriend!And you did promise to yourself that you won't fall for anyone again after her. Suddenly I heard my phone ringing and it is from Jewel.It bought me finally from my dreams.

"Dude, where are you?We're waiting for you!"Jewel spoke.

"On my way."

"You better be."He warned me playfully. I went out of our group room and headed for the auditorium.

4 hours later,

"Wow!nothing surprising we won again.Congratulations teammates!"Jewel said cockily and we all smiled.I was happy too,winning this felt nothing less than winning a Grammy.

"Congratulations,Let's work harder for the next one."Our leader said with a genuine smile.Her genuine smiles are rarer  than the world's rarest gem painite.Would it be too weird if click a picture,now?Come on Kim Taehyung!

"I love the next theme of our half yearly project .It's a fairy tale and luckily we got my Little Mermaid.I cannot wait to write the storyline.I have always loved the story.I cannot believe we have to add two more people in our team!It's so exciting! What do you think leader,do you have any ideas?"Luna said happily.

Yeah they did say we can choose two people even outside of the circle.I think they want to promote the academy. No sane person will loose the opportunity to study here even if it means If they get to be here for an hour.