11 - uncontrollable

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Jungkook POV

It was our last day in Daegu and we were packing up our suitcases to get ready to leave. It was pretty silent since Y/N was so concentrated on packing and i didn't want to distract her.

" Im going to miss this place... " Y/N spoke.

" Yea same. " I replied.

" That time when we went shopping, watching movies and also the carnival- oh im sorry i s-shouldn't have said that. " She accidentally mentioned the carnival.

" N-no it's okay... " I muttered. Nowadays i seldom think about Ji Eun and when i do, the scene of her and another man played in my head which is very heartbreaking for me but then i will remember Y/N comforting me and also... the kiss. Y/N helped me through the worst and i really appreciate her for that. But everytime we spend time together, the more im starting to find her more than just a rebound. Im just growing feelings for her everyday and it's just so uncontrollable. It was as if she's luring me to her. I know i love Ji Eun but maybe it's also time to move on like what she did.

" Jungkook? You okay? " Y/N snapped me out of my thoughts.

" Y-yea im fine, " I continued packing after showing her a smile.

- time skip -

We are on the train on our way back to Seoul and Y/N is currently sleeping on my shoulder since we did a game of pillow fight earlier and it was pretty tiring.

I felt a vibration coming from my pockets and took out my phone to see the notification. Taehyung messaged me.

- text conversation -

Taehyung 🐯
Hey bro, can't wait to see you back here today :)

Jungkook
Yea same. It's been awhile :)

Taehyung 🐯
how was the trip? Did you manage to find her?

Jungkook
Yea but before that there's something i need to tell you.

Taehyung 🐯
What is it?

Jungkook
I'll tell you when im home, go to my house and wait for me.

Taehyung 🐯
Okay sure.

- end of text conversation -

" Hmm... Who are you texting? " Y/N asked as she rubbed her eyes since she just woke up.

" It's just Taehyung. Anyway we're going to reach Seoul soon, I'll bring you home okay? " I gave her a kiss on the forehead.

" Okay thanks. " She smiled.

- time skip -

I brought Y/N home and im now on my way to my house. I needed to tell Taehyung how i was feeling lately, i still don't understand why and what im feeling.

I reached home and saw Taehyung playing Overwatch.

" Hey! Why didn't you tell me you're playing Overwatch? i want to play too. " I whined. Taehyung giggled as he closed the game. I sat beside him on the couch and did our special handshake.

" So what did you want to say? why did you call me over? " Taehyung asked, slightly confused.

" Well you see... i don't know what im feeling recently and i think you might be able to tell me why and what im feeling. " I fiddled with my fingers as i said that. He still looked confused but went along with it.

" Okay... So what happened and what did you feel? "

" So we did saw Ji Eun but this time she was with another man... and i was devastated that she moved on too quickly."

" Omg im so sorry for you- "

" No wait there's more. So i started crying and went back to the hotel. But when Y/N reached the hotel, she comforted me... I've never felt any one comfort me other than you. And i felt so loved by her and i even kissed her that night. From that day on i just kept thinking about her and i even treated her just like my real girlfriend. And remember how im always upset when Ji Eun was mentioned, well now i don't feel that way anymore. I couldn't control myself when im around Y/N and im starting to find her more than just a rebound. But im still unsure about my feelings... " I spoke and Taehyung seemed extremely shocked.

" Jungkook i think... you might have feelings for Y/N..."

" Well i think so too but, do you think i should tell her about how i feel? "

" It's really up to you and i do feel that you should move on as well. What ever decision you make, know that I'll support you. " Taehyung gave me a pat on the back showing me his box smile.

" Thank you man. " I gave him a hug.

- time skip -

Taehyung left soon after since he needed to study for our year end examination.

Y/N and I has been texting the whole day and i asked her out next week to the mall so that i can tell her how i feel.

i hope she feels the same...

word count: 848

A/N
sorry if this chapter is a little rushed and confusing but I'll try my best to improve alright? AND THANK YOU GUYS SOOO MUCH FOR 110+ READS IN JUST 5/6 DAYS OMG I LOVE ALL OF YOU WHO SHOWED YOUR SUPPORT FOR MY FIRST BOOK ♥

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