Every Need

Ch.6

Finally. I'm so glad to be back. After everything that happened last week, I am mentally tired. Work has been good. Drew had been angrier than usual at work. I had to stop him from firing 3 people today.
"Just calm down Drew."  "I'm sorry it's just that this deal was really important and I lost it," he says. "It's ok you're Drew Taylor. You have people waiting to make a deal with you."  "You're right. I just need to try and calm down," he says slowly cooling.
Just as I was about to leave, I received a delivery of flowers. They were from Nate. That bastard. Can't he see that I need space. I've been staying at a hotel ever since I got back from Spain.
"Are you free tonight?" Drew asks me. "I am."  "Would like to have dinner with me?" He asks next. "Yes" I reply.

"I didn't know you knew how to cook so well," I say surprised. "Don't judge a book by its cover," he says. "We've worked closely together for a few years, and have became good friends. But I want to get to know you more," he says. "You pretty much know just about everything about me. So tell me more about yourself," I say. "Well I'm 28 and handsome," he jokes. "Something that I don't already know," I playfully hit him. "So are you insinuating that I'm handsome."  "You are so full of yourself." I joke. "Well I love rock music, I'm not close to my family, I have two siblings, and I love McDonald's. "Wait. 'Mr. Mcfit' loves McDonald's," I say flabbergasted. "Why aren't you close to your family?" I ask. "His face turns stone. "That's story for another day," he jokes the subject off.
"Dance with me," he says. Music starts playing. We dance slowly for minutes on end. I kinda liked it. Never have I been held like this before. "You're so damn beautiful," he says. I blush hard.
"Oh what I would do to make you mine," he says. My heart beats a thousand times faster. I can't allow myself to return these same feelings, for I am still married. "I'm married," I remind him. "I don't give a damn ," he says unbothered. "But I have never made a move in the past because you are married. I don't care anymore. Tell me now. Does he satisfy your every need?"He asks seductively.
This question leaves me thought. Nate is never emotionally there for me. He doesn't make me feel loved. Sex is not out of love or passion for us like it used to be. I have my reasons as to why I don't want to have sex with him anymore except for the time in Spain. I don't know what came over me. I believe it was from the rush I felt with Drew but couldn't admit it to myself, or the guilt for not being on that physical level with my partner for a long time. That night I just wanted to be free, and I had too much too drink.
Drew tilts my head up and kisses me. I pull from him. "I have to go," I say.
I am halfway home when Drew calls. "I'm sorry if I came on too strong," he apologizes. "It's not you," I say. "Bye Drew," I hang up abruptly. Oh gosh.