Bittersweet

Chapter two

After having Jin comfort me, I get up and thank him for everything "don't say it like that" he looks at me worry etched into his handsome face. He shouldn't frown like that, he'll start wrinkling. I look at him confused "it sounds like you're leaving me" he explains. I look down choking back a petal. These episodes are happening sooner I need to see my doctor soon." you know it escalates if you hold the petals back" I'm surprised he noticed but of course, he does he's been through this hell, and he's been monitoring my progress or more like decline. "I know" and with that, I grab my oxygen mask and try to hide it the best I can so Hoseok doesn't ask questions. I exit first leaving my grief-filled friend in the bathroom. I make my way to the couch not going very fast because my chest burns from the new roots my disease decided to bless me with. I finally make it to the couch to see Hoseok on Taehyungs lap making out. My throat instantly fills with petals  I try instantly to force them back down. I know this will have consequences later. "ew" I say nonchalantly they jump and Hoseok falls out of Taes' lap right on his cute butt "oh sorry I thought you left" hoseok says while getting up "Nah just had to pee" I rub the back of my head awkwardly, Taehyung stares at me his stare is always intimidating but he's a good guy from what I've heard, I've never actually talked to the guy one on one. I ignore his penetrating gaze and focus all of my attention on the beautiful boy dusting off his pants "ah well I guess I should leave" I can't last much longer in his presence, just then Jin comes into the living room I glance at him and he looks at me knowingly "ready to go" he asks as nonchalantly as possible. I nod grabbing my hat "bye guys" Jin says as we exit the house. I rush to the back of Jins' car and hurl up all the petals I was keeping down. Jin is quick to bring my oxygen mask to me and I use it after all the petals made their way out of my throat I collapse again,  Jin wordlessly helps me into his car and drives me to his house, where I've been crashing so he can monitor me.  he unlocks the door and helps me to his guest room and tucks me in like a child, I don't complain it makes me feel warm and loved "please consider the surgery" he kisses my forehead before shutting off the lights and closing the door. I lay awake in bed contemplating doing the surgery or not till my body couldn't take all the exhaustion from the day and shut down.