Forver mine (editing)

Chapter 49

Kirko-

so everything was smooth and emotional. I'm actually glad I came today cause I'm gonna be daddy and my girl finna be a mommy. we get into the car and I started singing to my girl i was happy asf.

on our way home toya started screaming and holding her stomach. I looked down and saw hella blood I started speeding holding her hand. she was going in and out of conscience. "baby we almost to a hospital" she yelled again with tears pouring down her face.

she passed out and her head hit the dashboard. I couldn't help but cry she looked dead. "baby please don't leave me!". I kept shaking her but she wouldn't move. I swear I need her.

I don't know why but as I got closer to the hospital I swear I felt like I was losing her. soon as we get to the hospital traffic was thick. "fuck!" I punched the window and made a big as crack. my hand was fucked up.

I got out and picked up toya and ran like my life depended on it. the people came and took her from me and she was just hanging lifelessly. I dropped to my knees cause I don't know what's happening she was talking a Lil off today and out of no where my girl is bleeding to death I went back to my car and started crying.

I pulled myself together and parked the car and got out to sit and wait to see what happen to my girl. I called everybody and told them what happened and since we 2 hours away its gone take them a Lil min to get here. the nurse came and wrapped my hand and I just waited.

1 Hour later

the doctors came out and asked for the family. I stood up and walked over to the doctor.

Dr- and you are?

Kirko- im her fiance is she alright? cause you came out to early for my likings.

Dr- yes she is doing fine but she had a miscarriage of two babies that's why it was such a huge amount of blood. she's going threw a blood Tran fusion and  should be up withen an hour or two. your got her just in time cause she was taking her last few breaths when we put her on that gurny.

my heart fell threw my stomach. I feel like a bad ass boyfriend. I should've waited to have sex with her and putting her under all this stress with Ashley and me fucking things up.

Kirko- she said she was on the pill so how can she possibly have been pregnant.

Dr- well her blood work says the pills she was taking was defective. her body type need 1000 mg of the birth pill for it to work she was taking 200 mg. she's really fit and thats why you haven't seen that she was 1 month. the affects really couldn't be shown because of her dietary lifestyle. I'm really sorry for your losts.

he patted my back and I just let the tears flow the nurse told me I could go and see her and I was scared out my mind to see her.

I walked into the room and saw her slowly getting her color back. I grabbed her hand and her skin was so cold. I hate crying but at this moment I needed to. cause I don't know how I would act if I lost her. after 10 mins the door opened.

Momma, pops, trent, eddie, trina, nike and big black. I couldn't face them cause I know this is my fault. I was on my knees just holding her hand. as she got warmer.

Pops- its not your fault son we know what happened. you alright?

I couldn't talk. I was frozen I can't deal with this. I lost two kids that's fucked up. Trent came and pulled me off toya. he hugged me and i just cried more. "this shit hurt man she gone hate me when she wake up" he patted my back.

"she not gone hate you bruh she gone still love you regardless. don't blame yourself cause both of y'all didn't know." I leaned against the wall and was just looking down at my feet