"i try to convince myself i no longer care about you. but , i always find myself thinking about you."
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when i boarded the bus you were right behind me i settled into a seat far back and you followed suit i looked out the window ignoring how close our legs were i can't deny that you smelt nice like aftershave and strawberries at his stop , he boarded the bus with her i flinched , feeling the hot tears well up my body stiffened and i could feel a sneaky tear slide down my cheek he barely looked at me , i mean how could he ? he only had eyes for her now i was his amber but now she's his shade of gold you grabbed my hand which was balling into a fist and held on to it surprisingly , i didn't let go but I cried even harder you wiped my tears away and placed my head on your shoulder when we got to school i let go of your hand and muttered a quick 'thank you' you hoisted your backpack on one shoulder and flashed me your award-winning smile i turned to leave but paused when i realised you were new and probably needed help getting around i asked you about it and you rubbed your neck awkwardly and admitted that you needed help. - hello everybody who is reading this ! this update is long overdue but it was because i was disappointed with the amount of reads this book was getting but i was like whatever , it would be a good memory to look back on ! so , i saw lucas a few weeks back when he was in my country for a event. my friend and i came late to the event because we thought we wouldn't be able to get in bUT , the people opened a barricade and i squeezed in and got to the front and i saw lucas in the flesh , he was glowing. also , when is nct vision gonna debut seriously. bUT , regulate comes out this friday aHHHHHHHH and got7 is also coming back soon i am so excited. i also pierced my ears on tuesday and suddenly i am a changed woman. it was more painful than i expected but still , i did it !!!!!!!! my holidays started some time back but because i have a major national exam next year , the homework is crazy and i gotta REVISE but i'm so excited to go to korea next month eek! alright that is all , stay happy everyone !
p.s. i really wanted to put a lucas gif but wattpad said the file size was too big so i couldn't :( i will try again another time though ! :)
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