"you will be okay"
on my seventeenth birthday ,
you took me to an amusement
park and when the fireworks
were playing ,
you told me that you
had fallen for me.
i was taken aback.
i wanted to say yes ,
i really did.
but , i wasn't ready
for another relationship.
the heartbreak from the
previous relationship left
me scarred and i swore to
not date anytime soon.
truth to be told , i was starting
to lose hope in love.
so , i said no.
your face fell , i saw it.
but you smiled at me and
pushed your fingers through your
auburn hair.
the move that could make
every girl at school swoon.
you told me it's okay ,
i didn't believe you.
but i didn't want to
press any further.
so i said okay and returned to
watching the fireworks.
autumn came around and the
weather became colder.
i was always a child with a weak
immunity system which meant i
tend to fall sick a lot more.
i thought that after your
confession and my rejection
things would be different between us,
however , you still came around
everyday with strawberry milk
and your bright smile
to go to school with me.~
what is up homies ! i'm not that late right ! it's the holidays so i thought to update a little hehehehhe. anyways , it is currently raining and i am sick of doing practice papers. i wanna like go to the library and study but :( okay , i am not gonna tell y'all to vote cause nobody ! listens ! sooooo , vote if you wanna ;)
till next time ,
xx,
vic !
YOU ARE READING
it's okay to love ; lucas nct
Novela Juvenilher heart was broken ,, he healed it. + a nct lucas fanfic