I Can't Make You Love Me (Justin Bieber Fanfiction) (BWWM)

chapter 11

"Oh look who decided to show their faces" Za came in with knowing eyes. I could only stick my middle finger at him, with Hailey and Khalil following in after.

"I mean we can send you back out the door you came from" I smirked.

"Damn, feisty, what did you do to her Justin" Justin shook his head with a smile on his lips. He secretly winked at me.

"Oh shut up, Za, we get it, Atifah still ain't giving you any pussy" Hailey shoved his goofy ass. I laughed loudly. The tea.

Everyone loudly snorted as Za shook his head.

"I'm here for less than five minutes and y'all already ganging up on me" Za whined.

"You started it bro, you know how these hoes be" Khalil.

Hailey and I snapped our necks.

"You wanna repeat that again" I rolled my eyes as Khalil pursed his lips and took a seat. I fist bumped Hailey.

"Well me and this hoe are going to go bye bye" I winked at Justin as Khalil and Za probably complained about the attitude Hailey and I both always had. I grabbed Hailey's hand and dragged her into the other room.

"Oh my god. I didn't believe it at first, but wow, this is something else. You look different, smell different too" Hailey scrunched her nose. I hit her shoulder.

"We had sex before y'all came, I tried to take a shower but you see how things work out" I bit my lip.

"Hoe don't do it, why you didn't tell me, what the fuck, Sasha" she slapped my arm.

"I was busy getting dicked down, the fuck you mean why I didn't tell you" I laughed.

"You're bad" Hailey snorted.

"Dude sex is great but like Justin makes it a hundred times better like, I've never experienced this with my vibrator. 10/10 would recommend" I laugh.

"Oh shit, my baby is growing up" Hailey wiped a fake tear. I shoved her playfully.

"I don't know what it is, but like I'm in such a good place right now, but I know it isn't real. You know the my mother's anniversary is soon and I'm not exactly ready to deal with .... that . My state of mind is so far away from reality right now. I try to focus on being happy in the moment; life's shitty discourse seems to ruin it. Also the fact that Justin still doesn't know I'm in love with him" I bit my lips. Hailey's eyes go wide.

"Sash, babe, why are you doing this with him then. No offense but you've seen it firsthand how he treats girls he fucks with" Hailey rubs my back.

"I know but sometimes it feels different" She gave me a knowing look.

"Hailey what am I going to do? I can't tell him, if I did everything will be ruined. I can't go back. He is my best friend. I look at him and all the bad things go away. I don't know how he does it but he saves me from myself every day, and the situation might be fucked up but I love him. I really do" I admitted.

"Girl, you in deep shit" Hailey said with wide eyes.

"You don't know the half of it" I affirmed.

"I mean all you can do it take the dick and be grateful" She shrugged it off with a smile.

"I hate you, you encourage me to do bad things" I laugh at her.

"Oh, shut up, you love me" She hugged my side. I rolled my eyes at her.

"True, it's actually so great to have some woman interaction, I couldn't take all the testosterone, and I really needed to talk about my emo feelings" I noted.