You're Such a Gorgeous Nightmare

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Craig's POV:

I let out a sigh as I look deep into a picture of my band mate, Monte. He's so beautiful. I can't help but think how my life would be if I was his. I'm not even sure he's even bisexual, but it still doesn't stop me from wishing I could be his. I run my fingers down the photo, letting a tear stream down my face as I continue to look deep into the eyes of the man I love. Falling back on the couch of our tour bus, I hear the door to bunk alley open. It's Monte. I quickly hide the photo of him, hoping he doesn't notice what just happened.

"What's wrong, bro?" He asks, sitting next to me on the couch. I just look down. "Come on, you can tell me."

"You wouldn't understand." I say, looking up into his beautiful, brown eyes. Before Monte could say another word, I stood up and walked back to my bunk. "I love you, Monte." I whisper to myself. "I'm sorry."

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Monte's POV:

Craig's really upset. I gotta figure out why, though. I gotta make him feel better. Putting my hands on the couch to get up, I feel a piece of paper sitting next to me. I can't help but to wonder if this was what Craig was crying about. Picking it up, I realize it was a photograph. Of me. Craig had drawn a couple hearts on it and, when I flipped it over, I saw writing on the back. Craig's writing.

I love you, Monte. But I know you would never love me.

I began to cry as I read those words. Craig Mabbitt...loves me? I smile a bit as the thought of him actually liking me the way I've always liked him ran through my mind. But then it hit me. The last thing he wrote. But I know you would never love me.

"That's not true, Craig." I whisper under my breath. "I've always loved you."

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