4). Pointless New Years Resolutions

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The New Year was coming.

On New Years Eve it was my Grandad's birthday so we went live to my grandparents house as we usually did. It was a lovely day and everyone was excited about the New Year.

About 11pm me, my sister and my Mum went home so then we could watch the countdown to the New Year on BBC ONE.

It was such an awkward evening.

We were all in our pyjamas as watched the countdown and we discussed our New Years Resolutions.

My New Years Resolutions were that:

1). I was going to try and stop self harming

2). I was going to try and be happier.

3). I was going to go back to the gym (I hadn't been since May!!) and try to loose some weight.

I never told my Mum my real New Years Resolutions, I just said that I was going to try and eat healthier like most people say. As I said I rarely spoke to my Mum and I never brought up the topic of my self harm or depression.

It go to midnight and we all had champagne in our hands.

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