I wonder if it's even possible for me to forget you. You never actually leave my mind. Everytime you come into my thoughts like you never had left. I can't even remember last time that you weren't in my thoughts. Maybe it's true that when a close friend suddenly leaves, a piece of your heart is forever broken. And maybe I should let you go, let you be in my memories~but you were meant to be part of my future. We were meant to be together, see world together. But I guess that will never happen. You're gone and you will never come back, no matter what we do. The reality is that we will grieve forever, we will never get over the death of loved one, but we will learn to live with it.
Before the end of this year I want to be free from this pain, I wanna be free before that pain crushes me. Right now I don't even know how long I can go on living with this pain. I'm not saying that I don't wanna love you anymore~ or remember you, I just don't wanna feel this pain forever. I wanna get on a point where I can say that i'm over it and that I'm happy for all the good memories we had. I don't regret anything and i never will. I will miss you forever, and I will love you even longer.
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The falling silence
Poetry"When thinking about life, remember this: no amount of guilt can solve the past and no amount of anxiety can change the future" This book is a collection of my thoughts and poetry. In this book, I talk about anxiety, depression, bullying and grief.
