YOU WERE MINE (Being Edited)

Past memories

Flashback:-
Grace's Pov
Pain and pain. That's all I felt. Damon came home last night. He was drunk. I was sitting on the couch, my cheeks were bruised because he slapped me thrice this week. I don't even know why is he doing this to me. I never cheated on him. I love him with all my heart. He doesn't believe me. He doesn't trust me, his own wife. He believe those lies over me. Damon brings a chick with him every night and make love to them on our bed where we made love many times. My thoughts broke when suddenly the door opened and there was standing Damon. The moment he saw me , his jaw clenched. He stalked towards me and grabbed my hair. I hissed in pain.
"Let me show you, your place bitch." He said and dragged me to the guest room. His words hurt me like a bitch. I am not weak but his words, his torture made me weak. He threw me on the bed harshly. He looked at me with disgust, like I am the most disgusting thing he has ever seen. He unbuckled his belt. I gulped in fear. He came closer and slapped me across the face. He whipped me with his belt. I screamed in pain.
"Dam-damon ha-have mercccyyyy". I said with a broken voice. I was in pain , I couldn't even move. He didn't listen and continued his torture. After a while when he satisfied himself, he went out of the room and slammed the door shut. My eyes were filled with tears. I couldn't move. I thought about those happy moments that we share. Soon I drifted into darkness. Next day, I woke up but couldn't even walk properly. I somehow made it to the door but the door was locked. I banged the door gently but nobody replied. I then banged the door somewhat harshly but I hissed in pain. My whole body were covered up by bruises. I banged the door harshly and then I heard footsteps coming towards the door.
"I am sorry mam, but sir told us not to let you out of this room." The maid whose name was marina, I guess?
"Ple-ple-please let me ou-out." I said in a low voice.
"Sorry but we can't. Sir strictly order us ." She said and I could sense pain in her voice.
"I-I a-am hun-hungry." I said and fell on my knees. My legs were hurting, I couldn't even walk properly.
"I am so so-sorry mam, but ah si-sir told us not to give you food and water.  " She said with pain in her voice. A tear escaped my eye. He is torturing me, he doesn't even want me to eat. Does he want me dead?
I am not gonna die, I have to save myself.
"I am so-sorry mam, but if we don't listen to him, he will ruined our families". She said in a painful voice. Damon is very powerful, he could ruined anybody in just snap of his fingers.
"It-its al-alright." I somehow managed to say. I heard the footsteps going back. I laid on the floor. I cried and cried. God knows for how long I was crying. I suddenly felt nauseous. I somehow managed to go to the washroom because if i vomit here in the room, Damon will be furious and he will beat me again. For past week , I was feeling nauseous, it's strange because Damon doesn't even let me eat properly. Am I pregnant? No,no I can't be pregnant. I have to meet the doctor. If i am pregnant, I can't let Damon hurt our child. Maybe he will change when he know that I am pregnant. I have to confirm it. I washed my face and decided to take shower. I body hissed in pain when hot water came in contact with my skin. After taking shower, I looked at myself in the mirror. My body was covered with bruises. My face was pale and my eyes were red and puffy. My hair looked lifeless. My lips were bruised. I had some bruises on cheeks, where he slapped me. I grabbed the towel and dry my self. I wore my dirty clothes again because I don't have any clothes. My clothes had some of my blood, my shirt was half tore and my shorts were covered up in my blood. I saw a glass of water on the nightstand. I was hungry I didn't eat last night and I don't have breakfast this morning. I gulped the water in one sip. I laid on the bad and covered my body with blanket. My stomach growled and I just ignored it. My eyelids felt heavy and I soon blacked out.
I woke up when I felt someone stroking my hair gently. I opened my eyes to see Damon was looking at me with adoration but when he saw me looking at me his eyes completely changed. He looked at me with disgust . He pulled me closer and then grabbed me by my hair, I hissed in pain. I lowered my gaze.
"Look at me". He yelled at me. I didn't look at him.
"LOOK AT ME WHEN I AM TALKING TO YOU." He yelled again and up chin harshly. I looked at him in his eyes. That eyes that held love for me once  now completely changed. He looked at me and then slapped me across my face.
"I told you not to eat or drink anything." He said as he clenched his jaw.
"I did as you say". I said in a low voice. Tears were coming from my eyes.
"I told you, I hate liars. If you didn't eat or drink anything, so what is this?" He yelled at me and picked up the empty glass that was on the nightstand.
"I-I a-am so-sorry da-damon , I wa-was hu-hungry ." I said in low voice and looked at him.
He threw the glass on the wall.
"Well, you deserve a punishment. You disobey me,  now pay the price" he said and smirked evily. He voice sending shivers down to my spine. He unbuckled his belt and this time I ran but not far because he grabbed me by the hair and threw me on the bed. He tortured me again. I was screaming begging him to stop, but he didn't stop. When he was done, he went out of room and slammed the door shut. I couldn't move. I cried and cried. The love of my life has been completely changed into a monster. That was the last thought when I blacked out. I woke up suddenly when the door my open and there was Damon stood looking at me with lust and disgust. He had a bottle of vodka in his hand. He slammed the door shut. I tried to move but I couldn't. I was helpless. He grabbed me by my hair and made me looking at him.
"I don't go to the club tonight, because of you. Now you will satisfy my hunger." He said and threw on the bed. I gulped in fear. He is going to rape me. I have to protect myself.
"Dam-damon please n-no."I begged him.
"Trust me grace, I am much better than your fucking lover boy. I will fuck harder , ten times harder that you will never spread your legs  for anyone." He yelled at me. He turned me around and tore my clothes. He unbuckled his pants and took off his shirt. He tore my bra and panties. I kicked him, punched him but that was no use. He was stronger than me. I never felt helpless in my life. He spread my legs wide for more space and I tried to move but he grabbed my both ankles. He took off his boxers. He  stalked towards me. I was screaming and begging him to stop but he didn't . I tried to shut my legs but I couldn't , he even spread them more wide. He grabbed my wrists and kissed my neck harshly. He sucked my skin. He harshly squeezed my boobs. He looked at me with hatred filled in his eyes. He entered with his cock inside my pussy. He fucked me harder. I was screaming in pain. He didn't even bother to listen, he started fucking me even more harder. That night, I had lost my husband. That man was no longer the man that I love but a monster that I  hate with all my heart. After a while, he released himself and cum inside me. He moved away from the top of me and laid beside, he was breathing hard and then heard his snoring. I was crying. I couldn't feel my legs. He is a monster. The torture wasn't enough for him so he raped me. I screamed in pain. I wanted to die, I wanted to go away from all the pain. Next morning, Damon told me that last night was a mistake, he never wanted to do that because I am nothing to him. That's the first time he ever said that. For the next two days, he ignored me. The maids gave me food only once in a day. Today I was planning to meet the doctor. When Damon left, I went into my room and grabbed a purple hoodie and a ripped jeans and my sneakers. I also grabbed my make up pouch. I took a shower and wear my clothes. The hoodie was covering my bruises. I put some concealer to hide my bruises. I did the natural make up. I tip toed because I don't want anyone to see me. When the coast was clear I ran towards the door and went outside. I walked towards the bus station. I have some money with me. After 20 minutes, I reached the hospital and met my doctor. I was waiting for her and then suddenly she came and smiled at me.
"Congratulations mrs.kingston, you are 5 weeks pregnant". She said and smiled. I was so happy, I couldn't wait to share this news with Damon. I took a bus to his office. The security stopped me but when I showed them my face, they let me in. I didn't waste any time, I ran towards the elevator. I ignored all the stares. I reached his floor and I didn't care to knock, but what I saw, broke my heart completely. I saw Damon kissing his secretary. A tear escaped from my eyes.
"Da-damon what are you doing with her.?" I asked him . He somewhat looked shocked but then he glared at me.
"Who the fuck are you. GET OUT OF MY OFFICE." he yelled at me. So now, he doesn't even recognize me.
"Damon I want to tell you something, please listen to me". I begged him but he kicked me out of his office.
"SECURITY TAKE THIS WOMAN OUT". He yelled. I had enough now. I released my wrists from his grip and slapped him across his face. He was beyond angry but I didn't care.
"You know what, I had enough.. I hate  you, I FUCKING HATE YOU." I yelled at him. He looked shocked. I came closer to him.
"Have a great life Mr.kingston." I said and ran out of the office. I ran and ran , tears were not stopping. I stopped In the middle of the street. I somehow controlled my self and then I decided to go the park. In the park, I saw children were playing with each other, couples were laughing and talking to each other. I touched my belly, ( I am sorry my little one, but your father doesn't love us.) I sat on the bench and looked down. I was numb. I couldn't believe the love of my life did this with me. I love him with all my heart and he only gave me pain. A single tear escaped my eyes. I looked up and tears were coming from my eyes. I felt somehow uncomfortable, like something and someone is watching me. Maybe I am just being paranoid. I wipe my tears and went out of the park. I reached at my best friend's home and told her everything that happened to me in these 3 months.
"THAT SON OF A BITCH.HOW COULD HE DOES THIS TO YOU. I AM GONNA KILL HIM." Sofia yelled. She controlled me and told me that he's not worthy of my tears. That night I called my parents and told them everything but they disowned me. They also believe those lies over me. It broke my heart even more.
It's been a week, he doesn't even look for me. Of course he didn't, he doesn't love me. He is happy now. I was living with Sofia but today I am gonna leave this house. I told Sofia about my decision, she wasn't happy. She even cried but I can't be selfish,she has a life and I can't bother her much. I left the house. I left everything behind. It's a new start for me. I escaped from that monster. I hate Damon Kingston with all my heart. I touched my belly once again and left .