personal feelings

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i was never good at
talking about my feelings
or expressing them

i always tell jokes
to hide the fact that i'm insecure
and laugh about stupid comments
so nobody realizes i'm actually hurt

it's not that i don't want to show them
but i always feel misunderstood
and i fear that someone
could think i'm weak or
make fun of me

it's probably just overthinking
but i just can't change this thoughts
even though i want people
to know me better
i somehow just can't let it out

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