Two faced (Got7 ff)

39.

  Jinyoung's phone rang out of the sudden making him jump a little before grabbing it and answering the call.

  Jinyoung: "I'll be there in 15."

  He hung up the phone and caressed my head in an apologetic way as I didn't even bother to look at his face. I didn't want him to see me. Even tho he was right there. Right above me. Even tho he had just witness my first breakdown ever.

  Sophie: "Go. It's okay. I'll be fine. You've done enough."

  I said in an attempt to ease his conscious earning a sigh from him.

  Jinyoung: "You won't be alone for long. Jaebeom is coming home."

  I scoffed while he started to get up making him stop as I finally looked at him letting him see my horrible and fragile state.

  Sophie: "I will be alone yes. If he is the one coming."

  Jinyoung's features softened at my statement before sighing as I laid back down.

  Jinyoung: "Give him time Sophie."

  Sophie: "He had already too much time."

  Jinyoung sighed one last time before leaving my room. Then the house.

  And just like a lightning, the feeling of loneliness came once again. And with that feeling I let the tiredness take over me making me fall asleep.

  After some time I woke up. With a gigantic headache making me groan as I reached my temples with my hands, massaging it, trying somehow to ease up the pain.

  As that didn't work I got up from the bed slowly and directed myself to the kitchen passing by the empty hallways, being the only living thing on the house me and some plants.

  On the kitchen I took a pill for the pain with a glass of water. After doing so I placed the cup in the sink and turned around leaning my back on the kitchen counter looking at ceiling.

  Sophie: "It's the only way. I have to do it. Now or never."

  A tear slipped down my eye and I quickly wiped it away.

  Sophie: "I thought my tears were dried."

  I talked to no one as my feet led me to the meeting room. I twisted the door knob and entered walking slowly around the table letting my fingers feel the texture of the table as I passed by it.

  Finally reaching the end of the room I kneeled down on a little shelf where a safe box was. I put the code on and opened it showing me the insides of the safe box, having just one thing inside. The only thing I needed. So I grabbed it carefully, took it out of the safe box, closed it and left the meeting room going once again to my room.

  As I entered my room I closed the door. Locking it. And I looked around the four white walls involving the room. I started walking slowly, tired, and clumsy to the bed, sitting on the edge of it placing the object I had brought with me on the fluffy bed next to my body and stare at it. 'You have to do it Sophie. This is the only way they will be safe and probably left alone. It's the only way. Right?' That thought kept repeating itself on my head in a loop not leaving space for anymore thoughts of any kind. Maybe that was exactly what I intended. Because if anymore thoughts came to me I would lose the courage to do this.

  I looked around the room once again until my eyes stopped at the desk placed on one corner of the room. I got up and directed myself to that corner, stopping in front of the desk. As I looked to it four frames occupied my vision. The four frames that made my eyes stop on the desk before. So I sat down on the grey chair placing a string of hair behind my ear as I took one of the frames on my tiny hand showing me a picture of me and Lisa laughing our asses off, I have always thought that picture was beautiful, because it was genuine. I can still remember this day exactly. Me Jungkook and Lisa had gone out, we were heading to the beach. It was late at the afternoon and we decided to stop on a groceries shop to buy snacks. Then when we were finally on the beach we just stayed talking and laughing. The three of us. Jungkook had brought his camera and was taking a tone of photos, and then there was one who was so bad that Jungkook started laughing like a maniac. After he showed us the photo we started laughing too, Lisa had a bag of chips on her hand and I had a lollipop on mine, and while we stayed laughing, with the snacks on our hands, and the sun setting down behind us, kissing the sea, Jungkook took the picture. It's a day and a picture that I cherish with all my heart. I put that picture back on it's place and on my hands another frame took the place from the other. This time on the picture was me and my brother. Jackson. The photo was so cute. It was on the firsts months I was around. And on the picture me and Jackson were hugging. I am with my arms around his waist and he his cupping my cheeks pouting and laughing at my figure. On the picture we can well see the diference of our heights. It was adorable. The whole photo was adorable. I laughed a bit while placing the frame back on it's place and picking up on more frame. This frame was the biggest one. Why? Well because it has 8 persons on it. Me, Jackson, Jinyoung, Jaebeom, Yugyeom, Youngjae, Mark and Bambam. We were smiling. But it wasn't one of those forced pictures. Our smiles were true. Our happiness was true. I still remember. We took forever to take this picture because the phone had a timer and Bambam was the one always going to press the button, and or he wouldn't come on time, or the phone would fall or someone would get blurred out. It was a pain in the ass to take the photo and we were starting to get a little tired but seeing it always fail was amusing so we stayed laughing all together. So much that when the photo was taken it looked like this. Perfect. Still laughing I placed the frame back and took on my hands the last one and I instantly smiled as I watched the photo even more close. My hand found it's way to the glass on the front of the photo and I caressed it. Then a little tear dropped on the frame involving a photo from when my parents were still alive and everything was just great. On this photo I should have probably 4 years meaning Jackson had 6. Me and him were laughing at something while sitting on the ground while he grabbed my neck and messed my hair. While that was happening our parents were above us wearing such precious and full of pride smiles making my heart warm up to it while cleaning the fallen tear on the frame before placing it back next to the others.

  Sophie: "I will meet you now."

  I said as I got up a little sadder but happier at the same time as I went back to the bed and sat on it picking up the object that would put an end to this. The object that would put an end to the target on my family's back. A black gun.

  I grabbed it after taking the safe lock off and placed it beneath my chin with trembling hands and escaping tears.

  Sophie: "I am so sorry."

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So~ I am sorry for the long await guys. Was it worth it?

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