Two faced (Got7 ff)

47. Epilogue

-5 years later-

I was laying down on the dark green grass of my yard looking at the dark blue sky, almost black, above me with all of the stars staring back at me together with the moon, which was a calming experience, and a silent one, but I loved every single second of it. It was a strangely hot autumn night, and that was one of the reasons we were outside.

Bambam: "What time is it?"

Bam broke the silence and I looked at my watch trying to find the correct answer in the numbers that I could barely see because of how dark it was.

Sophie: "11:55 p.m"

I answered when I finally was able to decode the time.

Youngjae: "It's almost time."

We all hummed in response as I cuddled on the side of Jaebeom's side, in response he placed is arm around me waist and draw strange figures on my skin with his cold finger making my skin crawl, he must've noticed it because he chuckled before whispering an "I am sorry" and kissing the top of my forehead.

Jackson: "I miss them"

Jackson muttered out and we all agreed before we hear a sniff. I immediately shot my head high only to see my brother on the verge of crying.

Sophie: "Jackie"

I mumbled being just as sad as him having now too tears on my eyes.

Sophie: "You know the rule big brother. You cry. I cry."

He chuckled lightly and whispered an "I'm sorry." before earning a hug from his girlfriend, aka my best friend, Lisa. Yup, they ended up dating, finally, those two took 5 fucking months to confess to one another, I know that if it was for Lisa it would be must more fast, but my brother is dumb. My tears from before were replaced by a smile as I saw how in love my brother and my best friend where for one another, it warmed my heart. But it also disgusted me a bit, gotta be honest here.

Yugyeom: "I miss them too I didn't know Jungkook that much, but strangely, I miss him just as much"

Still snuggled up against Jaebeom's side I turned my head to Yugyeom who was looking lost at the sky.

Jinyoung: "I know what you mean"

We all looked at Jinyoung a little surprised, because on this specific night, we almost couldn't bring a word out of him, only after everything passed.

After a few time just saying random stuff to the air my watch beeped, signaling it was now midnight. We all stopped talking and looked at the sky in utter silence, as the clock hit that hour two brilliant stars shined, almost like they were stealing the shine of all the others, it was like someone clicked on a light switch, making all the other stars disappear, or maybe, just maybe, we ignored all the other stars as our eyes focused on only that two.

It had been like this for 5 years now. In this exact day, every year, we all meet, no matter where we are, no matter what we are doing, we all meet, and do this, we look at the stars and at midnight we make 2 minutes of silence, 1 minute for Mark, 1 minute for Jungkook, 2 minutes we take to remember and honour those two beautiful souls that left a mark on each and everyone of us, all in different ways, but it was still a mark.

They walked along with us, everyone of us, in every step of the way, we felt that, we knew that, and we made sure to bring them in our hearts through out every little or big accomplishment on our lives.

They were with us when me and Jaebeom started dating.

They were with us when Jackson and Lisa started dating.

They were with us when Yugyeom made his first tattoo. And in the second.

They were with us when Youngjae made also a tattoo.

They were with us when we commanded to make a new safe house.

They were with us when we all moved to that house, Lisa included.

They were with us when Lisa's parents almost cried for her moving out.

They were with us when Jaebeom ordered another safe house to be constructed.

They were with us when Jaebeom asked me to live with him in that house.

They were with us when I said yes.

They were with us when Jackson made the same to Lisa.

They were with us when I almost had a heart attack because my period got late and I thought I was pregnant.

They were with us when BamBam decided to finally leave the drugs and just sell them. It was a hard process, but he made it, and I couldn't be more proud, and I am sure they would be too, especially Mark, who was always nagging him about it.

They were with us when we killed EXO's gang when they tried a war against us.

They were with us when we were considered the biggest gang, yet the least dangerous to society.

They were with us when we finally were able to go out on the streets without fearing for our lives.

They were with us when SIIA was over, when the state shut them down.

They were with us through out this 5 years.

They are with us.

And they will be forever with us.

I looked once again at my clock and it showed 00:03. I looked at my family, around me, then I looked at the sky once again, and maybe the other stars had come back, but those two were still shining more brightly.

A smiled appeared on my lips as I looked at those two stars, a sincere one, a happy one, yet full of sadness while I thought.
 
'I won't forget you. Neither of you. Ever.'

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And... the end...
I feel sad. And empty.
I've gain such love for this ff. God I can't believe it's over.
Well... I guess it is.
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