The story of Momo (Yami Kawaii) (suicide and mental health awareness)

Partys aren't fun

*Wow Amy is pretty . . . well most red heads are it is just something I like I guess.*

"Hey so are you ready?"- Amy

"Oh! Yea, whenever you are I guess I still thing I look odd and it is gonna be well awkward I don't really go to parties." - Momo

"It's gonna be fun stop worrying" -A

*Yea fun for you I'd rather study I mean . . . why is she so excited I don't get why she is always trying to get me out of the house i stopped going to parties like sophmore year.*

Amy, a red head with a wild side, had a habbit she couldn't seem to tame. She liked to party and could even be a little too social. Amy and Momo were freinds from day one and at one point in time they had the same desires and hobbies but as time continued Momo changed. The once outgoing social butterfly confined herself to her room and blocked people out living her life between four walls with the exception of school, practice and certian social events.

"Momo!!!! oh my lord it has been forever" - Lily

"Hey!! yea sorry lots of work" -Momo

"We know you are gonna work yourself to death" -Bethany

*yep work work work thats what I do now stop talking to me I just wanna sit over here alone. wow there are so many people here I kinda wish I didn't come. FUCKKKKKKK THAT CAN'T BE WHO I THINK IT IS*

"Momo?" - blake

*damn it*

"that's my name yes?" -M

"Partying? didn't you stop comming?"-B

"yea well people change but you sure know that" -M

"Hey look I am super sorry about that" -B

"I need a drink bye" -M

*screw it I jsut need to drink I know I said I would stop but I also said no parties*

(4 shots of vodka 2 shots of whiskey and 2 beers later)

"Bethany you are FUCKING HOT!" - Momo

"HAhahahaha no way Lily is the hot one" - Bethany

"NONONONO it's the twins they are the hottest girls" - Lily

"HIT ME BABY ONE MORE TIME" - Amy

"oh shit Amy is super drunk again" - Mina

"Nina is out on the pool table want me to take her to the bedroom and let her sleep it off?" - Blake

"YOU CAN TAKE ME TO BED!" - Momo

"Momo you're drunk I am gonna take her somewhere she will be safe and then I'm getting you water" - Blake

"oh no I'm not come on never stopped you before sure I cut my hair but don't you like it? Come backkkk noooooo" - Momo

"Hey Bethany" - Charlie

"yes you cute little gumdrop" -Bethany

"BETHANY GET SOME DICK" - Lily, Mina, Momo

(laughing and awkward conversation)

"Momo come on get some water you're about to pass out you drank way too much" - Blake

"No sober me doesn't like you but drunk Momo likes you very much" - Momo

"jsut get water"- Blake

"maybe a kiss?" -momo

"if you weren't drunk" - Blake

"you are why i drank you owe me" - momo

(kisses on forehead)

"God you haven't changed at all" - Blake

"I am sleepy very sleepy" - Momo

(passes out)

[The next Monring]

*my head hurts and i smell like a bar. . . where am i even? what happened? who is beside me? Amy . . . NO NOT AMY . . . fuck , ,, it's blake.*

"Mornig drunkie nice to know you didn't die with the babysitting I had to endure." -Blake

"well yea. . . where are my pants?" - Momo

"you tossed them when you decliared your self and i quote "queen of the bitches and too amazing for pants" it was funny" -Blake

* I hate myself *

"Well sorry" - Momo

"you said you loved me" - B

"I was drunk i would've yelled I love Hitler" -M

"yea sure" -B

"well Hitler didn't fuck Bethany" -M

"He-" -B

"And you know what you didn't just do that no you played me with Abi, Bethany, Amber, Mia, should i go on?" -M

". . .I love you" -B

"Well I hate you. . . go away" -M

"Momo I swear "- B

"GO AWAY" - M

"Hey you heard her now scram dip shit." - Bryan

(silently leaves)

"thanks" -M

"No problem" - Bryan

*Why did i even come i just feel empty and worse than when i came it wasn't fun it was Hell on Earth, I just wanna go back home and sleep in my own bed . . . this isn't me and I don't wanna feel this way anymore . . . it's like the morning after is worse than normal days it feels lonley and sad. Better sober up and get Amy home*