Disclaimer: This will be a part of my new book which would be uploaded very soon. No date yet as I haven't started on it but this would give you a hint of the emotion I am giving the book. It's also filled with angst and depression. Self harming.
I don't understand. How could they just leave me? How could they just find another after all we've been through. It hurts. Why does it fucking hurts? I don't understand why I'm asking my self those question. Like where did this doubts come? Like how I trusted people too much that they take it for granted. I'm a dumb little boy.Dumb.
Poor.
Stupid.
Ugly.
Worthless piece of trash.
Burden.
Annoying.
All this words has sank into me. My brain processed this words too fast. And I can't do anything about it.
I can't even stop crying.
I'm just weak. A burden to everyone. A burden to my family.
I was never the one to give up. But it seems everything changed. I changed. Changed for the worse. I'm not the usual loving Peter you know. I'm his demon side. The demon you never knew existed. And now I've set it free. Could they save me from what I've become? Could they save me or they just wouldn't care.
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I was walking down the streets of Queens. A bag in hand. Tears streaming down my face. I kicked a water bottle on the ground. It rolled and rolled until it halted to a stop.
I kept on walking. It was a good thing that the night was upon us. I couldn't take it anymore. I was in so much agony. They didn't even care about me. I'm just a charity case.
You'd be wondering where Aunt May would be. But she left me. She's with Uncle Ben right now.
She died because of a stroke. And I couldn't do anything. It was a natural happening but her last words went through me the most.
"You aren't a burden."
After those she took her last breath and left me. Her eyes closed.
And I'm walking at the streets of queens. Crying. I didn't even look where I'm going. So I didn't notice a car until it beeped at me.
I looked at it. My eyes bleed from the tears. I mumbled a quiet sorry.
The car moved on when I was out on the street.
I don't know what's going on anymore. The rain was falling down. Wetting my clothes and my hair. Going down my face. Joining the tears that streamed down.
I know I sound cliche but... Would it be okay if I died tonight?
Would it be okay if... If I joined my aunt and uncle? The ones that I trusted the most.
But then again. I can't trust people now. They've used me. Used me just to get closer. Closer to achieving peace with each other.
And just thrower me out like garbage.
I sighed as I looked at the streets. There wasn't a lot if people.
So I sat near the bus stop and laid down. Even though I was wet from the rain. I didn't care.
I was shivering, I closed my eyes. Trying to be comfortable as possible.
And I tried sleeping.
Sleeping to my deepest nightmare.
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Michelle was walking near the bus stop but was shocked to see who was there. It was the nerd. Her ner- she has a boyfriend already. And said boyfriend was friends with the Avengers.
So when she woke Peter up. She tried. But when she felt Peters body. He was cold. Cold as fuck.
So she did one thing that she thought might help. She called Tony.
Said man picked up.
"Hey MJ. What is up?" he asked cool "Peters near a bus stop. Sleeping in a bus stop. Explain that." she heard a "He's sleeping where?!" Tong just shushed the woman.
"I'll get Happy to pick him up." MJ looked confused. But ended the call.
She saw a black limo minuted after the call. And saw it pick up Peter.
But she didn't know. It wasn't Happy.
But when she entered a bus she saw another black limo, which got her confused.
'If that's Happy's Car... Then...' MJ raced to Happy. "Drive me at the tower now!" Happy looked confused but did as told.
When they arrived Michelle immediately went up to the pent house.
"Aren't you supposed to be at school?" Steve asked the girl.
"I would but my friend is endangered." Steve looked confused. "Ted?" Tony looked shocked.
"Don't tell me it's Harry." the team was now a mess. "It's Peter." they all calmed down. Which got MJ angry.
"Shouldn't you be looking for him?" Steve scoffed. "He is just a charity case for us. No more no less."
MJ looked angry. She glared at the Avengers and went out to see Pepper Potts. She would have been starstruck but Peter is in danger. He could be tortured right now so she thought of one thing.
"Fuck school."
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Peter was hearing voices. "Ah, the spider is awake." he heard a scientist say. When he opened his eyes he didn't expect to see his dad. His biological father. Richard Parker.
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Michelle was on face time with Shuri and was talking about boys. And when Shuri asked MJ something she remembered. "I haven't seen Peter in the compound. Where is he?" MJ took a deep breathe and said. "His missing." Shuri answered by "His missing was he kidnapped?!" MJ nodded. She was biting her lips. Preventing herself from crying.
"And the Avengers didn't do anything about it?" MJ shook her head.
Shuri facepalmed.
"I'm going there right now. I'll bring some reinforcements." MJ nodded and took out the birthday present Peter gave her.
It was a suit. Ned has one too do that would be useful.
Peter said something along the line of "If you want you can enjoy patrolling with me."
And when Shuri meant reinforcement she meant it.
So guys. How do you like that? It's gonna be apart of my new book Am I A Replacement?
So don't ask me to make a part two. Well. Give me requests, but when you do please look at "I'm back Bitches" there are rules for you to follow. Thank you!!!
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