the demons just want you to feel it all
just day by day feel the pain you cause for yourself AND your family
they want you to feel worthless, just like you father did
he never cared about you, so why should anyone else
that knife constantly calls for you to use
whether it be at work in the kitchen or finally by yourself in the bathroom
or maybe it's just when you cry yourself to sleep at 3AM because nobody else can hear you anyway
maybe it is just like Augustus Waters said about pain
it demands to be felt..
