Sober - {Jemi}

Deserve

DEMI P.O.V.: I sat next to him and took his hand.

Demi: I should be killing you right now

Joe: I have an explanation

Demi: yeah, I guess you have one

Joe: I don't deserve to live

Demi: you did this on purpose?

Joe: (he closed his eyes and nodded) look, I-I'm sorry Demi but I'm not good enough for this world...jus tell me who is better with me? Blanda just want my sex and I heard her saying it, my family think I need help all the time, mi brother is afraid of me overdosing just like I did, my ex hates me cause I left her almost in the aisle (tears were falling down his cheeks) and then, the most important part...you. I broke your heart so many times I feel like that's all I've done every time I'm close to you (now we were both crying)

Demi: that's not true

Joe: it is, I did. I only know how to destroy you and that's why I'm here. I wanted to die cause I know that if I did, you'd have a better life without some stupid man breaking your heart all the time (he was crying out loud and so I held his hand tightly)

Demi: listen I...you gave me so much more that what you think and you're still doing it. This pasts hours were probably the worst in my life...I thought I lost you and that felt like a thousand knifes hitting my chest. God listened to what I said to him and that's why you're here now. And I want you to know something more...I don't know if I could live without you, you're so important to me and nothing will change that cause you are the strongest reason why I'm still fighting to get better and better (he looked at me so deeply and I stood up getting close to his face, I caressed his hair and felt a incredible wish to kiss him right there. But thankfully, Nick entered the room)

Nick: sorry for interrupting but the doctor says we need to gave him time to rest

Demi: oh yeah yeah, I'll go in a minute (Nick nodded and went out) well, I guess I have to go now...but I'll come to see you later

Joe: Demi...I'll go to a rehab center tomorrow

Demi: really? It makes me happy to know that you want to get sober (he dedicated a smile to me and I kissed his cheek) we'll talk later

Joe: right (he kissed my hand)

Demi: bye Joey

Joe: bye Dems (I went out to met his family and they gave me a huge smile)

Demi: thank you for letting me see him, it was so important

Paul: you're always allowed to do it

Denise: we know how important you are for each other

Nick: I'm gonna have a coffee at home, would you like to come so we can talk a bit?

Demi: yeah

Kevin: oh Nick, bring some clothes for Joe and stuff for the rehab center

Nick: oh that, yes...we'll go to Joe's then (I nodded and we went to Joe's house)