Sober - {Jemi}

Fighting

JOE P.O.V.: we had dinner with her family and then went to her mother's garden and sat next to the pool...we were drinking ice cream together there.

Joe: I missed you this past months

Demi: me too

Joe: but you didn't search for me

Demi: you either

Joe: cause you hated me to death

Demi: I never hated you Joseph

Joe: you did, and I was so sad...it was like 5 months later that I started to feel myself again

Demi: it took me 8 months to feel me again

Joe: I waited for you

Demi: lies...you know that you didn't cause you left me here just after a day of being officially a couple

Joe: I stayed here two more weeks but you just ignored me, my calls, my messages and every fucking gift I send you

Demi: you didn't deserve my attention

Joe: then, don't say I didn't look out for you

Demi: I'm not saying that stupid (we were both staring to fight)

Joe: I missed you every day since I went out of here but you did nothing to get me back

Demi: I couldn't

Joe: yeah I know, you're always so proud, you can't lose your pride for someone you love

Demi: it wasn't my pride, and you know nothing so shut your face idiot

Joe: then, tell me

Demi: it's in the past and it still hurts

Joe: tell me so I can understand

Demi: you'll get mad at me for not telling you

Joe: just tell me now

Demi: I can't

Joe: you were cheating on me ever since the beginning?

Demi: I would never do that to someone!

Joe: I want to know what so serious didn't let you go after someone you loved!

Demi: I can't do this here!

Joe: tell me please, if it's true...tell me! (We were almost screaming)

Demi: I had a miscarriage! Are you happy now?! (She started crying and ran into the bathroom of the house. I was shocked, that was my baby I guess, well I'm sure. I went to the house and she was talking fakingly happy to some aunts. I spent the rest of the night just thinking til it was time to go, we said goodbye and went into the car without saying a word. There was a very uncomfortable silence during the first part of the way, but then I did something)

Joe: I'm sorry about earlier

Demi: I'm sorry too

Joe: no, you had your right in no wanting to say that...I'm so sorry

Demi: it was your right to know too, it was your child too (her voice was shaky, I caressed her head slowly on a red light)

Joe: we don't need to do this, it's okay

Demi: no, umm, we have to...this was your baby, and I was just 3 months long when I lost it

Joe: did it hurt?

Demi: not that much, but I entered on a super sad position...I was depressed and wanted to do nothing but die, I missed you all that time but I wanted to be dead, not go after you, I'm sorry, you deserved to know but it was just too much...I actually knew that I was pregnant when I had the miscarriage

Joe: I'm sorry I wasn't here for you (she shook her head and we arrived her house so I left her car there)

Demi: I feel free now that you know about it, I'm good now, I made it through the depression...I'm fine now and all the issue won't affect me once I get pregnant again

Joe: you can have babies? (She nodded and I smiled. I gave her a hug) I'll see you then, I'm going home

Demi: right, goodbye and thanks for all the night

Joe: it's nothing Dems...goodbye (I kissed her cheek) be safe

Demi: be safe you too, bye bye (she entered her house and I walked some seconds to my house)