Dear Harry | LARRY

chapter nine

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Dear Harry,

I listened to your album. I'm so fucking proud of you, you have no idea. I've been watching you do some interviews, basically been watching your every move.

The song, Two Ghosts. That's about us isn't it? Out of all the songs on the album, that was the one that made me curl into a ball and break.

I know things between us changed. The media and management became too overwhelming and we let it get to us. I was trying my hardest to keep us together, to remind you why we were together in the first place, that I just kept trying to relive every story or moment that we ever had.

We're not who we used to be.

I know you lost yourself, I know it must have been so hard having to watch me hold her hand and tell the world that she was mine. When she wasn't, she never was.

I should have stood up for us. I knew it was hurting you. I knew that you would eventually have enough of pretending.

I don't blame you for leaving, baby. I don't hate you. Just please come back to me. I need to see you.

I need you...

I love you so much. I'm not afraid to say it anymore. We aren't with Modest anymore, I won't let anyone control me again. I won't let anyone make us hide what we have ever again. Just come back, Harry.

I'll get Niall to give you my new number. I changed it so that Eleanor and management couldn't contact me. The only people who have it now are the people I know truly love me for me. You fall into that category, Harry...

Give me a call or text, anytime. I don't care if it's different time zones. I will answer.

I can't wait for the day I see you again.

Yours Sincerely,
Louis Tomlinson