Episode 17 Desire and Morals

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Rohana slept after their deep love. Last night it was ferocious feeding their desires. Rohit wanted to question Ana why did you break my heart ♥? Why did you go away? He could not muster courage in the act of love. He did not realise that he slept first.

Ana packed up their bags and
just slept before it was going to dawn. In the morning, she had many things to do. She dreamt of him and her sitting on the beach on a desert. The dune and the winds playing the music of love. They discussing their future dreams and Raunak( A dream baby boy) She woke up suddenly with a jerk. Packing was all in her mind...

She still carried his clothes and she had already shopped for him the entire wardrobe. She had to pack them all. She set an alarm. She was very particular about her day to day chores.

After two hours she woke up. Rohit was sleeping, snoring , breathing loudly with his mouth open. Ana kissed Rohit on his lips 💋. He could smell the mint tooth paste. He opened his eyes and was about to peck her cheeks. She pushed him out of the bed and he acted like he fainted. Ana was scared, Was something serious? Was he dead? "

"Rohit... Rohit... Ronee... " she was calling.

He was not moving. He was tempted to laugh loudly but he controlled. She pulled his hair. He did not react.

She went to get a some water and Rohit pulled her legs. She fell on him and she was hurt.

"At times love hurts so remove the blemishes. "

She always felt like going away from him. He was her love, obsession or distraction. A strong guilt of stealing him from Poonam killed her within inside. She always blamed her selfishness but the good devil inside her told her she is not a criminal to feel guilty. We all desire to be loved.

" One is torn between the desires and morals. Nothing is ethical in this unethical world. "

Vandy her friend always kept on telling her:

"If you love two people at a time, choose the second. If you loved first then you would not have fallen for second. Something definitely was missing so at times love and sex is easy like changing clothes. If we think a lot, we will die out of guilt."

Rohit went to take bath and Ana was lost in her thoughts. She was distracted with his phone flashing "Poonam calling."

Poonam's face crossed Ana's mind. Ana was again disturbed. She kept it ringing.

Rohit came down stairs. He was going to office but they were supposed to leave for the holiday.

Ana thought he was fooling her.She did not question him. They had their favourite coffee choco cake for break fast. In between the brunch. Ana licked Rohit's lips. She sat on his lap.

"Are you going to office?" she asked while playing with his silky hair

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"Are you going to office?" she asked while playing with his silky hair.

"Where will I go? I have no place to run away unlike some who just leave behind their past and move ahead in life. " Rohit sounded sarcastic. He did not know why he was saying so!

He had tried to erase that feeling out of him but he couldn't and it came out like a burst of anger.

"I know you are taunting me. " Ana said softly.

"I don't intend to hurt you." Rohit added with a lump in his throat.

"I am still unclear and battling between the desires and morals, right and wrong

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"I am still unclear and battling between the desires and morals, right and wrong. " Ana bit her lips 💋

" Ana we are married and I know what has to be done now? " he rubbed his nose on hers and told her that he will speak to his mother and ask her to find out a better auspicious muhurat (time) to arrange a small wedding in traditional manner and announce to the world.

"We are made for each other.There should not be any insecurities between us. " Rohit 's words had a magical effect on Ana.

Rohit left for work. Ana did not fight but she felt lonely and a question pinched her

" Why did he cancel the vacation? Was his work that important for him. More than her. Was he really playing with her emotions. "

She too went to design Suhani's home. Nikki had joined there. Through Nikki Ana came to know about Rohit's hospitalisation. Nikki told her that she had seen her dad burning in love. She openly asked:

"Ananya can you please start your life with our dad. "

Nikki had tears in her eyes and she said :

"Ananya, please... I am sorry of each insults and Lol incident still disturb me. I called you a slut but we love our mother that is quiet obvious. I don't believe in love but I know the importance of it looking at Suhani, my soul sister and Karthik. I always wanted Dad and mom to unite but I can't see him go away from us. Please Ana get back to our family."

Ana hugged Nikki. She did not have any words to say. She was hiding her emotions in front of Nikki. How could she say she and Rohit had a hide and seek love affair? She was upset with Rohit. He did not tell her that he was so critical. Ana felt like shouting at him but she felt that she didn't have a right to do that. She had gone to Dubai. Yet Dubai was not far away. He would have found her easily. It was matter of interest. He did not take efforts. She felt like complaining and going back but last day was beautiful and love flowed like honey. She feared if something wrong happened to Rohit. She loved him more than anything else in this world. He was her life line...

Nikki suddenly said :

"Dad does not know you are here. Please come for the pooja (Prayer get together ) at home."

She gifted a Red Saree to Ana and a brass neck piece.

Ana was happy and Nikki had that same smile like Rohit.

"This is not my Dad's money Ananya. I am working part time as an English trainer. Dad and mom don't know about it. I don't know why I am sharing this with you, gifting you, though you unknowingly broke our family. I don't intend to hurt you.
I like you and want to be like you. Independent and not like a fairy tale girl. "

"Don't be me." Ana raised her voice and Nikki stood startled with Ana's tempo.

A glass vase fell from Ana 's hands and crumbled into pieces. Ana could see her face in those broken pieces and she felt broken.

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