"Promis me you won't forget our laughs. Our jokes. Our smiles. Our conversations. Our plans. Our tears. Our memories. Our experiences. Our friendship.."
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" so.." he paused for a second " i guess it's time" he chuckled rubbing the back of his neck
"i'll miss you" i said looking at my feet trying not to make it obvious that I'm crying. But i'm sure he noticed cause my voice is cracked.
" aw I will be gone for just 6 months Callie" Shawn said pulling me in for a hug making it harder for me not to cry.
" i'll miss our sleepovers" i murmured in his chest smelling his scent. He smells so good. Like always.
" to be honest they're the only thing i won't be missing" he said " i think it's the right time to tell you as i'm leaving now, but did you know that you snore?" he chuckled
"fuck you" i hit his chest playfully with my hand " i don't"
" well I will make sure to take a video of you snoring the next time we have a sleep over" he said
" why are we talking about snoring now? What even brought this up" i asked " i'm supposed to be crying, hugging you and stuff" my eyes began to water again at the thought of him being away for 6 months. It's not that long of time but for me seeing Shawn every morning and evening was something i got used to.
" i promise i will text you every day and FaceTime you as much as i can. I will call you every night before i go to bed. It will get to the point that you'll delete my number believe me." he said kissing the top of my head.
" okay, just take care of yourself " i got on my tip toes to kiss his cheek. Friends can kiss each other on the cheek right?
" i promise i will " he hugged me one last time " Andrew is not a patient type of a person and he has been waiting for me for over 30 minutes in the car. So 2 more minutes and we both will be dead" he chuckled. God he is adorable
"okay go" i let go of him. He smiled at me and turned around heading towards the car.
"shawn" i shouted for him
"what Callie?" he asked turning around.
" take care of yourself" i said
"i will" he smiled and turned around
"Shawn" i shouted again
"ugh Callie what?" he looked at me again
"text me when you arrive" i said
"okay, i promise i will" he blew a kiss to me in air and turned around again
"Shawn" i shouted again before he entered the car.
" i will miss my flight callie" he said turning around again
"don't get near any dogs" i said "you're allergic"
"thank you for the information" he said in a sarcastic tone
"i don't have to remind you what happened the last time you held one"
"bye Callie" was the last thing he said before he entered the car. He looked at me from the car window and waved goodbye when it started to move. I kept looking at the car till it was out of my sight. I sighed and went back to the house
" so he left?" mum said as soon as i entered.
"yeah" don't cry Callie, i reminded myself.
" you're sad, aren't you?" she said sitting next to me on the couch
My best friend just left to go to another city to start his career and left me here feeling shitty and lonely. Nah i'm completely fine.
" i don't know" i sighed " i'm sad and mad at him and at myself and i miss him" fuck he hasn't even been away for half an hour and i already miss him.
"i get why you're mad at him even if i think you have no right to. He wants to make a career and we both know how much he loves singing and how he is so into music" she said "he can't just leave all of this because you'll miss him Callie" she continued squeezing my hand lightly
" i know. i want him here with me but at the same time want him to fulfill his dreams and be the most successful person out there. But just the thought of him being away for 6 months makes me so sad" i said wiping my tears for the billionth time today.
" sometimes i doubt you two are just best friends" she giggled.
"what do you mean?" i asked her frowning. Me and shawn have been best friends for over 7 years now and i love him as a brother nothing more, or at least that's what i've been telling myself for the past two years.
"nothing" she said with a smirk and left to go to the kitchen.
I went to my room, i decided to watch a movie to pass the time until shawn texts me.
I finished 2 movies and he hasn't texted me yet, i got worried as he promised he will text me as soon as possible, i took my phone from the night stand next to the bed and started texting him.
From Callie :
Have you arrived at LA idiot?
From Shawn:
Istg i was about to text you, yep i arrived, there are so many pretty girls here wow.
From Callie :
You haven't even been there for one day and you're already talking about girls.
From Shawn:
Are you jealous or what?
Maybe i'm, maybe i'm not, it's a weird feeling inside of me that i can't really put my finger on, i won't deny that i felt a little bit upset when he said this, like i mean, you can't come to a girl and tell her that you think other girls are pretty and expect her to be okay with it, especially when she likes you, you don't know that i like you, but you're still an idiot.
From Callie :
Jealous? Ha ha ha ha
From Shawn :
Whatever kiddo, i have to go now, FaceTime tonight?
From Callie :
Depends on my schedule, i'll see :)
From Shawn :
FaceTime at 9, i don't think watching the Vampire Diaries is more important than seeing my pretty face, bye x
From Callie:
Bye x
You're right, nothing is more important than seeing your pretty face, nothing is more important than you and nothing is compared to you, so cheesy but true, i was falling for you, it has always been you Shawn.
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Waiting For You // Shawn Mendes
أدب الهواة"isn't it obvious?" " isn't what obvious?" "that i like you, no, actually love you and no matter where you are and what you're doing, I will always be waiting for you. I love you Shawn, it's you, it has always been you"
