lists // hemmings

5. the list of things i love about you

luke, 

i stopped writing for three weeks and today you asked me why i looked so dead and i began to cry. you asked me how many i did and you told me to just make one more, stopping at five. 

after you hugged me and calmed me down, i stormed away. i don't know why but the urge to just reach up and kiss you were overwhelming my train of thought. so, thank you for being you and i'm sorry for being me. 

LIST FIVE.

THE LIST OF THINGS I LOVE ABOUT YOU.

-your eyes are beautiful.

-whenever the teacher asks us a question, you always find a way to make the stupidest answeres possible but it's adorable because you'll just shrug and put on that

-award winning smile i love dearly.

-your scent literally ranges from vanilla to flowers. 

-your hot as fuck let's face it, i mean come on. 

-again, how you manage to be this cute ray of sunshine and cuddles then suddenly turn into this hot, calvin klein sex machine like wow. thanks jesus.

-the fact that you're reading this and smiling and shaking your head and calling me an idiot.

-the love for your mum or mom is heartwarming. i've seen you guys at ptc and how you guys were so close was really- just; i got jealous. 

-your talent for playing the guitar, i heard you a couple of times and 

-your voice is the best medicine to my soul.

-when i'm sad, i remember that you're probably laughing or saying something stupid and i feel better.

-you're so nice to people. 

-your pout reminds me of a puppy and i love puppies.

-how you look good in just a hoodie and jeans, like wow son give me some of that magic you have.

-that one time when you and michael sat with me and lunch and started asking all these dumb questions because you'd throw your head back in laughter.

-you know every line to mean girls.

-YOUR MUSIC TASTE LIKE WOWIE 

-your. legs. are. sculpted. by. jesus. 

-your sneezes.

-remember that time in class when you paired up with me and held my hand once mr. johnson said "pick a partner"? you grabbed my hand and intertwined our fingers and held both our arms up and you made this cute jumbled name of both our names and started chanting it. basically, how your hand fits securely in mine.

-i love how carefree you are in the most random situations.

-you care about me.

-you let me into your life.

and lastly, 

-you make me love myself even when i shouldn't.