Forbidden Love (Girl Version of 'Find Your Heart')

Chapter 18

A/N You guys did it!!! 25+ reads. I asked for 2 more reads just so I can update this, but you guys gave me 7. Thanks. I have to dedicate this chapter to three special people. My besties. Lauren Wonn, Christine Dela Roca, and Kristina Esguerra. Sorry if I spelled your name wrong loves. They helped me and encourage me NOT to cut. Thank you. We will be switching POV's. As in Lilli then Zayn. Something like that. Made up some things so yea.<3 Who wants to know something? We are really really nearing the ending. Just to let you fine people know!(; xx

I woke up to Niall's loud groaning. 

"Nialler!" I laughed. I got up from bed and checked the time. It was only 5. 

"Lil come downstairs!" Eleanor screams. I looked at Niall and shrugged. 

I started heading out my room, but I was swooped up.

"Niall!" I squealed as I laughed at him. 

"Yes babe?" He laughs as he carried me downstairs. 

"Shit." I hear Eleanor curse. I looked at Niall. 

"Guess she hates us." He laughs. 

"And I thought Ms.Calder loved us." I smiled at him. 

"Yes?" I laughed as Niall and I went inside the living room. 

"Lilli?" I hear the familiar voice ask. He turned around and I saw his puffy eyes. 

"What do you want?" I snapped at him. 

"I'm sorry. I didn't mean to-"

"No. I'm sorry for falling for you. Sorry for making your world me. I'm just full of sorries, aren't I?" I said. A tear left his eye as he got up from his seat.

"Niall? Can we please go back downstairs?" I pouted as his strong arms held me tighter.

"No Niall. Stay." They all demanded. 

"Sorry babe. I would but-"

"Babe?" Zayn asks. 

Niall letted go of me and I was on my feet. 

"Why are you even here?" I snapped at him. 

"I didn't kiss her. She was nothing. She kissed me, but I didn't do anything." 

"Then explain to me why you cupped her face." I said. 

He was speechless.

"Exactly. Get out of this house. Now." I said, pointing to the door. 

"Lilli-"

"Out." I said at the verge of tears. He dropped his head and walked out of the door. 

"Thank you, but I don't need help." I say as I ran back upstairs. I was about to reach for my doorknob, but a hand grabbed me. 

"Lilli." Liam says.

"I'm over it." I say as I pulled away from his grasp.

I walked inside my room and locked it. 

"Damn Zayn." I whispered as I jumped on my bed. I cried myself to sleep. 

Zayn's POV

I couldn't believe it. She hates me. 

She fucking hates me. 

"Zayn!" I hear Louis scream. I turned to see him panting. 

"What? I just want to go home and forget all about it." I complained.

"No! Don't!" Liam yells. Louis nodded. 

Suddenly everyone came outside, except for Lauren. 

"Why should I even care now? She fucking hates me for something that sluty girl did." I said as a tear strolled down. 

"Zayn, she doesn't hate you. She said it herself." Niall says. 

"Yea. She wants to hate you, but she just can't." Danielle says. 

I can't believe what I'm hearing. She can't hate me? 

"What do you mean by that?" I asked as I paced back and forth. 

"She can't hate you. But she wants to. She doesn't want to love you anymore for what you did, but she just can't." Eleanor says as she leaned on Louis. 

She still loves me? 

"So I still have a chance with her?" I asked them. They all grinned, nodding their head in response. 

I jumped happily. 

"Wait, how am I going to get her heart back then?" I asked them. They all looked at each other. 

"I think I know how." Eleanor says. 

Lilli's POV

I woke up to someone rubbing my back. I turned my head to see Lauren smiling at me. 

"What do you want?" I groaned at her. 

"Remember when mum used to do this to you whenever you felt alone?" She smiles. I nodded, burying my head in my pillow.

"I miss her." I muttered as I deeply sighed at the thought of her. 

"So do I." She replies, still rubbing my back. 

"Zayn is still out there," She pauses then continues, "And he really wants to talk to you." 

"I don't think I have the courage just to see him. He said he loved me, but then I see him kissing another girl. I should've listened to you." I said as I turned to see her blue eyes. 

"No." 

"But you were right! And I thought you didn't like us dating." 

"I was wrong. Love, he was so sweet just to come out and see you before that slut came. You want to know what he did before you saw that slut?" She asks. 

"What?" I asked.

"He had a sign saying, 'You're my new world.' and he was smiling big." She smiles. I sat up, looking at her. 

"But he kissed that slut." 

"He said he didn't." She says. 

"Then tell me why he cupped her face while she was leaning in." I snapped at her. 

She stayed silent. I nodded. 

"See." I said. 

"Lilli-"

"No." I snapped at her. 

"Lilli!!!" I hear Niall yell. I looked at the doorframe to see him grinning. 

"Yes Nialler?" I laughed at him. 

"We're going out. I can't have my little princess stay heartbroken for eternity." He laughs.

"Fine." I groaned. 

I got up from my bed and pushed Lauren out of my room. I got ready. 

I wore a red floral dress with black pump heels. 

"Lilli! You ready!?" Niall yells. I walked out of my room and yelled back, "Hold your Nandos!!!" 

I walked downstairs. Niall stood there waiting, smiling like an idiot. 

"Where are you taking me Niall?" I laughed. 

"Some place."

"Please tell me it's somewhere nice." I laughed again. 

"Why? You don't trust me?" He smirks. 

"Not really." I smirked back. He rolled his eyes as he took my hand. 

"We are going to Rosé La Finch." He smiles. I was shocked. 

"You got a reservation for that place?"

"Eleanor knows people." He smiles. I nodded as he opened the passenger door for me. 

I'm getting lazy. Maybe by Monday, I'll start on my schedule that I planned with you guys. Sorry if I have to do that. It pisses me off too. Sorry.):