What Happened To Us?

Memories

It's winter. Cheshire is always pretty in the winter. Winter was his favorite time of the year. I remember when we had our snow fight, my lips pulled up at the edges showing off my first smile in months at the thought of it.

*FLASHBACK*

I was walking along the stone path between Harry and I's houses. My mum and Harry's mum were best friends so they thought it was only proper that they lived next to each other to raise there two children. I hugged my favorite red jumper as I drew in a deep breath. Ah the smell, no one ever understood how I adored the smell of air, they thought nothing of the smell but to me it was amazing. I loved the way the cold air burned my lungs, it made me feel happy. I didn't think anything of the eerie noises as my dog max was in my backyard, max that is such a common name in dogs. I would have never. Agreed. To it but being a 10 year old girl getting a dog any name would have been perfect. I was. Lost in miscellaneous thought until my cheek started stinging. I thought I was imagining everything until my fingers were moistened at that moment I knew exactly what was. Going on. In less than a minute my hands were already molding the perfect snow ball and in the blink of an eye it was Soaring through the air hitting Harry's forehead exactly as planned. One things for shore I whipped that silly little smirk right off his face. "Isabella Marie Arington" he started. My eyes went wide with embarrassment, resenting myself for ever telling him my middle name. "Harry Edward Styles don't you even try and pin the whole thing on me. Or els I will show everyone that glorious picture of you wearing your mums bra" I said with a smirk. I knew I had him when his cheeks turned and even darker Pink. "I thought we agreed that we would never talk about that" yup I have him. "Oh but sweet Harry it's just too darling not to show too everybody" I exclaimed knowing people's reaction and that Harry wouldn't be to happy with them. " I'm sorry" he said with annoyance. "Nope that won't do. Say Bella is the smartest and prettiest person on this planet" "nope" "Harry why not" I puckered my bottom lip and gave him my best puppy dog face. "Ugh. Fine. Bella is the smartest and prettiest person on this planet. And I love her" my cheeks turn red "I didn't tell you to say that" " but I wanted too" I decided to leave it at that, but apparently Harry had other plans. "Do you have anything to tell me?" "Um no" I decided to play it off and make him say it. "Come on say it" "say what Harry? I don't have any idea of what your talking about" I had to bite my lip lip to stop myself from smirking. "Tell me you love me" my heart skipped a beat at his words. I knew they were coming but they were still just as startling. I looked into my best friends eyes and for once I knew I was going to mean every single word. That was about to come out of my mouth. "I love you Harry" as soon as the words left my lips his dimple slowly started appearing. "See it wasn't that hard".

*FLASHBACK OVER*

That was the day I knew I was in love with Harry Styles. I remember the day he left like it was. Yesterday

*FLASHBACK*

Pink or blue? Such pretty colors. Wait? What about purple? No, no I like orange. Orange is my favorite color. My mini debate on what color i should paint my toes was interrupted by my phone beeping. I scanned the name and paused it was a text from Harry saying that he wanted to see me and that it was urgent. I quickly texted back to meet up in our favorite spot. Which was a tree house in my backyard that me and Harry decorated with pictures of us. I got dressed in some jeans and a tee shirt. As. I got into the tree house I looked at the pictures and remembered when we took them. We were splatter painting the whole tree house and got it all over each other. We had spent the rest of the day taking pictures with dried paint all over us. I ear chuckling behind me. "That was a good day" I smiled at the thought "Ha yeah. It took me like five days and three bottles of hair product to get it out" he let out a deep long breath "are you okay Harry?" I asked worriedly. "Huh? Oh yeah I'm fine I just have a lot on my mind right now" before think I asked if he wanted to talk about it "actually there are a few things that I want to talk to you about" "spill" I said worriedly. "I don't really know how to say it so I am just going to go for it and..." He paused "I really like you like a lot" my heart started pounding I felt like I was going to hyperventilate. "Harry I" he cut me off " I understand if you don't like me I just really wanted you to know before I" I couldn't take it anymore and cut him off by kissing his lips. It felt so perfect like our lips were melting into one. "Before you what?" He suddenly got worried "Bella please don't get mad. But I'm leaving" all the adrenalin from the kiss faded away with sadness and frustration. "What do you mean your leaving?" "I'm going to London, to audition for the factor" he looked down expecting to be yelled at. "Harry! That's amazing! When do you leave?" "In about 20 minutes. There's one other thing." I looked at him expectantly. "I am cutting off all friends so I can focus on me and my music kind of start over" he looked scared as if I was going to yell at him. "Jim and will are going to be so upset" Harry looked slightly confused "Bella I'm not just cutting them out I'm cutting every one out, aside from mum and Gemma. I'm really sorry but I need to get going now. Goodbye Bella. I really do love you" all my sadness was turning to anger "If you stop talking to me don't expect me to be here when you come back. We will never ever be friends again. Ugh I fucking hate you Harry Styles!" He just walked and didn't even bother looking back.

*FLASHBACK OVER*

That was the day my best friend left I never received a call but I didn't expect to. that was also the first day I cut.