What Happened To Us?

Its You?

Harry's POV

Being back here at Bella's house its weird. I half expect her to jump into my arms and for us to just hug and not let go. The house smells just like her. I was brought back to reality when Mrs. Arrington said my name. "What?" I responded not quite hearing what she said. "I was saying Bella will be so excited to see you!" She exclaimed happily. Yeah right she probably hates me. "I'll be right back to get her" she said as she was walking upstairs.

Bella's POV

"Bells sweetie? Our guests are here, Where are you?" I heard my mother say. "I'm just finishing up in the bathroom" I say running to the bathroom from under my bed. I quickly put on my dress, grabbing my makeup and throwing it on my face. In the end I looked somewhat presentable. I don't want to see Harry, but it I am going to pretend and be happy and maybe mom won't notice me not eating. Mentally high fiving my self for coming up with such a brilliant plan.

Slowly I make my way down the stairs I could feel everyone's eyes on me, of course I was only worried about one thing. How fat I probably looked in the dress.

Harry's POV

I hear footsteps on the stair case, I didn't think it could be Bella since she always stomped her way down the stairs. When the quiet footsteps came to a stop I looked up horrified at the sight I saw. It was the girl from earlier, except she looked dead. Even though she had a smile on her face you could tell it was fake. I didn't know what to say. "Anne, its so nice too see you" She said looking straight at my mother. My mum looked as if she could cry "I've been better. how about you sweetheart you look so Pretty" Mum spoke quietly. Bella's smile faltered.

Bella's POV

They all thought I was fat. "Thank you Anne." I responded with a real small smile. She was always sweet to me, I thought of her as an aunt rather than a neighbor. I decided to speak up, "Harry, Zayn its nice too see you guys again" Harry looked slight confused. "When did you guys meet?" he asked. "We met earlier at our signing. Nice to see you too." Zayn said not making eye contact with Harry. "Anyways its good to see you too Bells. This is Liam, Niall, Louis and you already know Zayn." Harry said pointing to each boy when saying there names. "Its nice to meet you all" I said with a small smile, be nice you idiot I told myself. I gave them an even bigger fake smile. It seamed to work for everyone except Harry. He just stared at me. "Okay everyone dinners in the dining room, we are having spaghetti with meatballs" Mum said encouraging everyone too move into the other room. "Oh thank God" we all chuckled at Niall's comment. I started walking until someone grabbed my arm pulling me back. "What?" I said until I saw it was Harry. My whole attitude change and I decided I was going to show him that I was still mad, I mean who wouldn't be. "What happened to you?" Harry asked as if he cared. "You" I spat back. "Bella I know I am a dick for leaving you and cutting off all contact but you don't have too hold a grudge you know." I can't believe he said that. "Harry don't act like you know me" "I know you better than you know yourself" "No Harry you knew me, the old me, she's long gone" With that I walked into the dining room with a smirk on my face.

Harry's POV

"- She's long gone" I watched as Bella walked away from me. She's right I don't know her anymore, I don't even recognize her. She is going to die. I need to help her, she can't die I need her. I am going to become her best friend again even if it is the death of me.

Bella's POV

I walked in there with a smile on my face and sat down at one of the empty seats. fortunately for myself it happened to be right next to the chair Harry will be occupying. Just my luck a few seconds later. He had a stupid smile on his face, he's up to something and I am going to get to the bottom of it. I served myself about a cup of noodles and two meatballs. cutting everything into very tiny pieces chewing thirty times before swallowing. I could feel multiple eyes on me. I ate about five more bites and then pushed everything around making it seem like I ate a lot more than I should have. "So Bella how has school been?" I heard Anne ask. yes this is my way of getting gout of eating. "School was good. I actually graduated two years ago" I said "Bloody hell how did you do that?" I heard from next to me, I turned to Harry and said "I was homeschooled and I had a lot of time on my hands." He looked guilty "Why were you homeschooled?" My mom stiffened, I hadn't even told her about why. "I have my reasons." I simply stated. I picked up my dishes deciding I was done eating, put everything in the trash.

"Bella..." ugh mum is so paranoid. "I am full." I said with a raised eyebrow. she let it go not wanting to make a scene. I mentally thanked her and skipped back to my seat. I realized everyone had not even finished half there plate. I stayed quiet the rest of dinner. When everyone was leaving Harry stopped me. "We need to talk" I nodded in response. I started walking to our tree house. "Gosh I haven't been here since I left" he said looking up the tree. "Yeah me either". We both walked up and he was shocked too see how it looked. When he left I went crazy I ripped everything That's the first day I cut and It was in the tree house the razor I used was still on the floor. There was blood everywhere. "What happened here?" He mumbled. That's when I started crying the tears were pouring down he turned and saw, he sighed and hugged me. We stayed like that for what seamed like an hour. "Bells you need to tell me what happened after I left you." He said sweetly. I nodded "It all started..."