What Happened To Us?

It All Started When...

"It all started when you left" I began "what started?" He asked eagerly. "all the girls new you left and that you stopped talking to me. So they decided to be my friends I didn't think it was bad. I told them all of my secrets, I-" I began to cry again, harry quickly hugged me. "Calm down, deep breaths" he said soothingly.

I took a few deep breaths And began again.

"I didn't realize that they were only being my friends to make Fun of me in the end. I told then everything Harry and they used it all against me!" The tears were falling heavily and I could taste the salt. "you should have told me! I could have helped you!" When he said that I got angry. "how the hell could I talk to you! You cut me and everyone els off?" "I know I'm sorry, I didn't think it would hurt anyone" "oh Harry it didn't hurt anyone-" I took off my dress exposing the cuts all along my stomach and legs "it didn't bloody hurt anyone. Harry I can't even look at the mirror without bawling my eyes out at how disgusting I look" harry just sat there tears falling from his face, he looked at my emaciated, torn up body.

"Bells, I didn't know." I saddened, I couldn't blame him because he really didn't know. "I know that Harry. I didn't tell anyone. After the hospital I decided to be homeschooled. My own mum doesn't even know half of it. She knows about the anorexia and suicide attempts but nothing els" seeing Harry's face I suddenly realized what I had just said. No one besides mum knows about my suicide attempts. "Bella. Tell me you didn't try to kill yourself." I looked down not wanting to see his face when he hears what I'm going to say. "I did Harry. But every time I just woke up in the damn hospital." "How many times." "what?" I said looking up at him not registering what he was saying. "how many times did you try and kill yourself?" "Harr-" "just tell me the damn answer" "four times." I studied him for a minute. We just looked into each others eyes. He looked angry, sad and guilty. Then he looked determined. Soon enough He was running for my house at full speed By the time I got to the stairs He was already in my bathroom rummaging through my drawers. He went to the sink cabinets, my heart skipped a beat. "Harry what are you looking for" "whatever you tried to kill yourself with" "they aren't in there" he knew I was lying, he stuck his head in there and looked around. I heard Him pulling and looked down Knowing what he had found. "oh so they aren't in there?" He said pocketing them. "Harry where are you taking them." "away from you" "no I need them, Harry you can't" "You have me now babe." "what do you mean?" "you're coming on tour with me." "like hell I am. My mum would never agree to that." "oh but babe it was her idea, get packed cause we're leaving tomorrow." He smirked and left. That pissed me off he can't swoop in here like my knight in shining armour he's more like a tin foil covered idiot. I can't get this feeling in my stomach gone but... I think something good is going to happen.