Infinity Symbol

Chapter 12

Chapter 12-So? What are we?
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      Recap: "Well Mr.Eli hasn't got any less cute or hot since then. He just got more so.■" He says, kissing my cheek. I giggle and kiss his nose. We soon just lay there, laughing at memories from 1st Grade.

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Luna's POV

      Me and Charlie, and Jamie, go upstairs, and see Elijah kiss Thomas's nose. We all go in her room and talk about ships.

      "What would their ship be?" I giggle. "ElijahXThomas. Hmmm. Tijah, or Emas. Best I got.♡" Charlie says laughing. "I say Tijah and Emas are definitely unique names.♤" Jamie says.

      I smile. She seems less jealous, for now. God I need to see what's gonna happen. "Guys, listen. You both like me.. and, I like you both. But, What's gonna happen?" I ask, Scared.

      Jamie and Charlie look at each other, and me, and to the floor. I bite my lip. "Uh... I'm not sure...♤" Jamie says, sadness hinting at her voice. "Uh, date neither? So neither of us fights for you.♡" He says, sadness in his voice.

      "But I don't want that. I want to be with you both. But We can't and I can't choose." I cry. Jamie and Charlie hug me. "What if we had a Poly relationship? Seems like you wouldn't mind that.♡" Charlie says. Jamie looks confused.

      "It's where you date more then one person, but your all in the relationship. So I would be dating both of you, she would be dating us, you would be dating us.♡" Charlie trys to explain it.

      Jamie nods, confused, but understandingly. "Would you be opposed to that?" Jamie shakes her head. "Nope. I wouldn't mind it.°" Charlie says. Kissing my cheek. I blush.

      "So you want to try all of us together?" They nod. I smile. "Welp, what should we do now?" I ask, bored out of my mind.

      Jamie shrugs. Charlie shrugs. We all lay there on her bed, staring at the ceiling, "Should we sleep the day off?" They nod.

~Next Morning~

      At 8am I get home, I ate breakfast at 7, left 7:30. James, and Georgie both smile and wave. I smile, and wave at them.

      I go to my room, leaving Georgie and James in the living room. I lay on my bed. Staring at my ceiling. I can feel the voices and anxiety overuling my mind.

      I can feel the voices in my ears and can hear the anxiety crawling through my body. I cry and scratch at my wrist, feeling overwhelmed and weak. The voices get bigger.

      Eventually, I feel myself give up, and in a daze I get the Silver blade, and cut my wrists again. As I sigh I feel the voices whisper how much I deserve this. And don't deserve love.

      I cry. I feel myself under my covers, covering my head with pillows, hiding my tears. "Luna?♧" James says, opening my door. "Yes love?..." I ask, hiding my tone.