I Want To Hear You | Park Jimin ✔

Chapter 14

No One's POV:

Yoongi stared wide-eyed at Jungkook. The latter kept his gaze low, Yoongi tried to find words to say, but he couldn't find anything. Jungkook screwed up, and he screwed up bad. After a moment of uncomfortable silence, Jungkook looked up with sadness filling his eyes, "Hyung... What do I do?" Yoongi stared at Jungkook with sympathy, "Kook... I'm not sure yet. Can you tell me the whole story first?" Jungkook nodded his head, "I had a fight with my older brother that day. I was so angry, that I wanted to crash his car, real stupid, I know. I stole his keys and drove off. I was driving like crazy, not caring about where I was." Jungkook sighed as he ran a hand through his hair, "Before I knew it, I was covered in cute every where. My car had hit another person's car. It was Y/N's mother's car. My car was damaged and I was wounded, but not as severely as them. Their car flipped two times, her mother's body crashed through the window. While Y/N was knocked out in the backseat, I think the doctors said her eardrums busted, or something like that..." After the story, Yoongi sat there nodding his head. Jungkook frowned, "It's all my fault, hyung..." He looked down at his hands as his eyes pricked with tears, "I made someone deaf and their mom is dead because of me. I should just die..." Yoongi looked up, he grabbed the younger's shoulders and forced Jungkook to look at him, "Never say that, Jungkook. Never." Yoongi's voice was stern and filled with anxiety, Jungkook frowned, but nodded his head, "Alright..." When Yoongi felt satisfied by the other's response, he let go. Yoongi laid down on the bed and let out a sigh, "Don't worry, kook. We'll think of something." The latter nodded and laid down next to the older. They laid in the silence, but this time it was comfortable and relaxing. Jungkook broke it as soon as he spoke, "Where were you?" Yoongi frowned, he closed his eyes, "Been hangin' around some bars and clubs, but mostly home." "What were you doing at those places, what were you doing at home, why have y-" "You're rambling. Shut up and let me talk." Yoongi grumbled. Once Jungkook was quiet, Yoongi began speaking, "There was... This person that I've liked for a long time." Jungkook felt a pang in his heart, but chose to stay quiet. "They never realised it and ended up falling for someone else. I guess I didn't realize how much that it hurt until I came home. After having a sob fest by myself, I decided I wanted to forget about them immediately, so I...ᴵˢˡᵉᵖᵗᵃʳᵒᵘⁿᵈᵃˡᶦᵗᵗˡᵉ..."  Yoongi whispered. Jungkook sat up with a confused expression, "Sorry, what was that last part." Yoongi turned to face away from Jungkook, feeling guilt, embarrassment fill through his system, but most of all, he felt disgusted with himself. Yoogi whispered, pain filling his tone, "I slept around like some disgusting little whore..." Jungkook widened his eyes, he clenched his fist in anger. His gaze soon softened when he looked at Yoongi, who shoulders shook a little.  Jungkook pressed his hand on the older's shoulders, his voice showed his sympathy, "Hyung... Are you okay?" Yoongi sat up and turned to face the younger, and Jungkook swore that his heart broke right then and there as he saw hot tears fall down Yoongi's cheeks. "Oh, hyung..." Jungkook immediately brought the older into his warm embrace, Yoongi clenched Jungkook's shirt tightly in his fist as he broke down. Jungkook stroked his head as he whispered comforting words to Yoongi, "Hyung, you're not disgusting. You just don't want to be in pain, so you chose to distract yourself in that way." Yoongi didn't answer as he choked on sobs, Jungkook frowned, "Shh, please don't cry..." After a few more cries, Yoongi eventually calmed down. He got out of Jungkook's embrace, he rubbed his eyes and sniffled, "Sorry, about that Kook. I needed a good cry." He let out a pained chuckle as he avoided the other's gaze, "I must look pathetic to you. Some hyung I am..." Jungkook furrowed his eyebrows, "Hyung, look at me." Yoongi kept his gaze on his feet, finding it a bit more interesting at the moment. Jungkook sighed, "I said look at me, Yoongi." Yoongi widened his eyes as he looked at Jungkook, who was holding a serious gaze on the older. Although it wasn't the right moment, Yoongi found the younger's expression extremely hot, "Y-yeah?" Jungkook held the older's hand, shocking Yoongi even more, where was he going with this? "You're not pathetic. In fact, to be able hold everything in like that for so long is admirable and really shows how strong you are." Yoongi felt his cheeks heat up, Jungkook continued, "In fact, Yoongi-hyung, forget about that person. And focus on me." Yoongi gasped as Jungkook placed hiw hand on his chest, Yoongi turned more red as he felt Jungkook's heart beat race, "Hyung, you have no idea how nervous I am at this right moment. To be able to see you like this hurts, but it's also nice, because I get to see a new side of the person I love." And with that Yoongi froze, he stared at Jungkook, expecting a 'I'm just kidding' to come out of his mouth, but it never comes. Yoongi takes his hand back as he looks away, "Kook, I..." Jungkook raised his hand up, "Wait, before you reply. Can you at least give me a week to convince you?" Yoongi stayed quiet, he looked up at Jungkook's eyes, he searched to find a trace of falseness, but found nothing. Yoongi sighed before he spoke up,