hi guys... today something not so happy happened today. I am not going to share cuz nobody will ever understand what ive been through. idk if ill be on for a while. I miss brody and i's old relationship, but idk if he still wants to hang out with me anymore. I dont think Hannah could even make me happy. it hurts... ill admit it! im a pussy, I hope you smile brody when you read this cuz you smiling is the only thing I want rn. I.. I just want it all to end. I am fed up with separation, guilt, anxiety, depression, and all these stupid ass emotions! Why can't I just be dead. after all that what they would want, those annoying dumbass boys who just have to make my life miserable. I might brake our promise brody... just remember ily <3
