⚠️ This chapter contains swearing⚠️
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*PDH*
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~Aphmau's POV
When I first entered the gates of Phoenix Drop High I thought I was going that have a wonderful time, I thought that my freshman year was gonna be so much better then being homeschooled. That's was before I met Aaron Lycan...
~6 months later~
It was the beginning of lunch. As I was walking to my usual spot under an old oak tree to eat my lunch, my wrist was grabbed by Lycan. I cried out in pain for my wrists were still hurting from the cuts I made the night before. I was then pinned to the ground, as a single tear rolled down my cheek.
"Stop being such a crybaby I didn't grab you that hard."
"J-Just leave me alone." I pleaded, before noticing the blood coming from the cuts ruining my white long sleeved top.
The moment I noticed it I instantly tried tugging my arm out of Aaron's grip, but I was too late...He must of noticed the blood because he had a shocked look on his face. He then sat me up on his lap, and pulled up my sleeves. My cuts now visible for all to see. Tears began rolling down my cheek, I then began to lightly sob.
"W-Why would you do this to yourself...?" Aaron asked, he sounded concerned
"Why the hell...d-do you care?" I asked as I started to cry my eyes out while hyperventilating.
"B...Because I-I like you" he said as he traced the cuts lightly.
"Y-You like me?" I asked not believing what he said "I...I CAN NOT...BELIEVE YOU RIGHT NOW." At that moment (He knew...he fucked up) I just let my emotions take control.
"What do u mean?" (Get the frick frack out of here Justin Bever) Aaron asked confused as shit.
~Flashback~
It was the end of the day, I was heading home after finding my way out of a locker I was pushed and locked into by Ivy and her gang. I noticed school finished 30 minutes ago and started thinking of excuses I could tell my mum for why I was late. A common one i would use was that I was at a friends house, but the truth was that I don't HAVE any friends, well besides FC. I then accidentally bumped into Lycan.
"Watch where you're going next time potato."
He then pushed me into a wall, and continued walked to wherever the frick frack he was heading.
~Flashback Ends
"If you li...If you really liked me then WHY...WHY ARE YOU SUCH A...A DICK HEAD TO ME!"
"You...you hurt me in more ways then one. I did NOTHING to you."
I began sobbing harder then before and tried my best to pull out of his grip.
"I'm sorry aphmau, I'm so sorry for what I did to you, I didn't think about...what I was doing and just did it, I know I'm a jerk...I'll leave you alone just please..." he began tearing up "stop hurting yourself..."
Yes I was listening to what he had to say, but I can't promise anything, because of him the whole school hates me.
"Whore"
"Slut"
"Aphmau...w-what are you d-"
"Potato..."
He (finally) shut his mouth and just let me talk.
"Dumbass"
"Bitch"
"You're saying that after this you'll stop bulling me...right?"
"Yes! I promise I won't eve-!"
"Just because you said you'll stop doesn't mean everyone else will, BECAUSE OF YOU THE WHOLE SCHOOL THING IM A JUST SOME SLUTTY BITCH!"
I then noticed the his grip loosened. I immediately push away from him and began running to the roof.
I was obviously followed, but I didn't care I just kept on running until I reached the railing. I then quickly took of my shoes and right when I was about to jump, my hand was grabbed and I was pinned to the ground by my wrists which made me cry out in pain, luckily no one was on the roof so they couldn't see what was going on.
"DON'T YOU DARE DO WHAT I THINK YOU'RE ABOUT TO SO!"
~Third person POV
"LET GO OF ME...P-Please...I-It
hurts." Aphmau begged while sobbing. Aaron instantly let go of Aphmau's wrists after realising that he was pressing down to hard on her.
"Oh my Irene I'm so so sorry I forgot about... t-the cuts. I swear I didn't mean to hurt you I just didn't want you t-"
"Why'd you treat me like shit i-if you liked me...?"
"I guess I was too embarrassed to admit my feeling, I cared to much about my reputation and had a huge ego, when I realized I... had a crush on you I-I didnt know what to do. I never really noticed what I was doing to you...that I was being a jerk to the ones...ONE I loved. I'm sorry for causing you so much pain...I'm sorry for being such a dickhead, and I'm sorry for being the reason everyone in the school dislikes you. C-Can we start over?" Aaron asked, looking into her eyes. He never realized how beautiful they were...
"Friends?" He asks
"Friends." Aphmau reply, pulling him into a hug
"Or maybe more" Aaron mumbles to himself
"What was that?" Aphmau asks
"NOTHING!"
❣️Hope you guys enjoyed. This is my first ever chapters in my first ever book and I wanted to make it dramatic as shit! I wrote this chapter down a few months ago, and remembered about it now. So I edited it and here it is!❣️
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