-=+ Aarmau Oneshots +=-

{2} Sticks and stones break my bones while words make it worse

⚠️ This chapter contains bullying, and self harm ⚠️

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FCU
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~Aphmau's POV

"You're such a whore"

"I heard she screwed like, half her class"

"What a slut"

Tears filled my eyes as I walked down the hallway and heard all the shit people were talking about me.

Why me?...What did I do wrong...?Well I guess I deserve this...I am just a slut after all.

Being the klutz that I am, I wasn't looking where I was going and ended up bumping into someone.

"Hey, watch where you're going next time." The man growled "Aph?"

I wipe my tears quickly and try to walk away, but before I could Aaron grabs my arm and pulls me closer to him. I wince a bit, luckily he didn't notice. His eyes soften when he sees tears fooling down my cheeks.

"H-Hey aph what's wrong, why are you crying." He asked, his voice full of worry.

"I-I just-"

"Look what we have here. The slut is at it again. Don't you think you've screwed around for a little tooooo long? Potato." I was caught off guard by Cathy who then pushed me into the wall, making me cry out in pain.

"What the...APH!?!" Tears were rushing down my cheek as Aaron help me up. He wasn't supposed to see me like this...

"What the actual Fuck! Why did you do that! What did she do to you?!" He asks/yells.

"Oh Aaron, baby ((TRIGGERED))
get out of the way so I can teach this slut a lesson."

"What the hell are you talking about?! Aph is NOT a slut, she's NOTHING like that!"

"S-Stop Aaron p-please..." I whisper. Aaron then faces me. Shocked. "Cathy's right...I-I am just some worthless, slutty pig!" I began to sob uncontrollably. "Aphmau wh-!"
I couldn't take it anymore and started running back to my dorm before I could hear what Aaron had to say.

~Aaron's POV

I can't believe what just happened...How did I not notice Aph was getting bullied ...I was too shocked to do anything so I just stood there like an IDIOT!

~Flashback~

"Hey Aph, can I ask you something?"
"Sure Aaron you can ask me anything!" She smiles
"What do you want in a friend?"
"Huh?"
"I said what do you want in a friend?"
"I...I guess just to be there for me when I need them...A-And to love me...w-when I don't love myself..."

~Flashback ends~

This is all my fault...I should have been there for her.
"OMI did you SEE the look on that pigs face! It was PATHETIC!"
I turn around to see Cathy and her basic bitch friends laughing.

"I don't think you should be laughing Cathy, I mean not if you want to keep your friends." I say while glaring her.
"Pfft! First of all that was the funniest shit I've EVER seen, and second what do you mean 'Keep your friends?'"
"Well not only have I heard shit about each and every on of them-"
"You have no pro-!"
"But I also recorded it ALL!" I then pull a recorder and her eyes immediately widen.
"Here's your proof." I smile while passing it to one of her 'friends'.
I walk away but then stop and turn to Cathy.
"Feel the shame, bitch." I say before turning back around.
"I need to make sure Aph is ok"
I whisper to myself while I made my way to her dorm.

~Aphmau's POV

I ran as fast as my legs could take me...

Away from that Cathy and her BS...

Away from the bullies that have nothing better to do then to then making others wish they were never born...

And away from Aaron...

I opened the door and to my dorm, and find it free of any Netflix binge watches. Thank Irene Tera had a few classes today. I really don't want her to see me like this...

Useless

Weak

Fat

Slut

Bitch

Potato

Those words echo in my mind...
They always echo...
They never stop!

I ran to the bathroom and open the draw to find a razor...The one I used last night...

Prick

Cut

Bitch

Cut, Cut

Whore

Cut, Cut, Cut

Hussy

Cut, Cut, Cut, Cut

I look down at my blood filled arms and cry. After I finished feeling sorry for myself I clean up the cuts, but felt like I was forgetting something. I then put on put on a pastel purple
Long Sleeved jumper and some black high waist jeans.

After 30 minutes of laying on my bed, staring at the roof with tears in my eyes while contemplating my life choice, there was a knock at the door. I quickly dry my eyes, and then make my way to the door. Please don't be Aaron, please don't be Aaron. I'm not bothered explaining all the shit that went down.

I open the door and guess what!
It's Aaron Lycan!
The ONE person I didn't want to talk to just showed up at my door,
Great!

I keep my head down, trying to avoid eye contact. After what happened today...Will he ever look at me the same again?

"H-Hey Aph...I-I...C-Can I come in?" Aaron stuttered.
"S-Sure" I make my way to the couch, sit down and, nervously waiting for Aaron to get to the point.

~Aaron's POV

I honestly had no idea what to say, but I did know one thing. Aphmau was hiding something from me, and I NEEDED to know what it was. Why didn't she trust me enough to tell me what was going.

"So about what happened...Why didn't you tell me you were getting bullied?"
I asked. I was kinda upset that she didnt tell me, but I cant blame her. She didnt ask to be treated the way she did, and sure as hell doesn't deserve it.
"I-I... don't know...I just didnt want you to worry about me...I felt like I would be a burden to you...i-if I asked for help..." She began tearing up
She felt that way? Oh my irene
"What?! Aph I...What made you feel like I would think you were a burden to me if you asked for help?" I questioned, while whipping away her tears with my thumb.
"Well...Just this year we started hanging out after 2 years of me trying to get back in touch with you, I-I didn't know at the time thats you broke your phone a-and thought you blocked my number..."
This broke my heart...I never noticed she felt this way, I should've ma feel like she could talk to me.

Wrote this like 2 years ago,, idk why I haven't posted in such a long time. A lot had happened in my life and honestly I lacked motivation. I'll try my best to upload chapters as often as I can, and maybe even new story's. I love you guys <3