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Cassidy is a 20 year old girl who grew up without the love of a mother or a father, she never really learned how to love someone because she didn't grow up with that image of what love looked like and that affected her relationships...
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"Aww my god they are so cute " Camille cooed as she helped baby cashmere , they babies were now a month old
They were quiet babies most of the time but apollo would always start having fits and start screaming and crying which made cashmere start crying to
Cashmere was the quiet baby he wasn't loud like Apollo, he slept throughout the night and didn't scream and cry like Apollo did
Apollo on the other end was loud , he was always crying and he never wanted to sleep during the night he always threw fits out of nowhere and cried for absolutely no reason
Cassidy didn't want her kids to grow up she didn't want to spoil them as a baby because when they got around the age of two the would start thinking they could show out because they couldn't get something
She was trying to break the habit before it started but Dasani always spoiled them no matter what which irritated her
In the first couple of weeks she learned that they only cried because they were hungry, tired, lonely or plain uncomfortable, and that was the only way of letting her know , at first she couldn't figure it out she only thought they were hungry but sooner than later she figured it out
Dasani still hadn't figured out how to shut them up but Cassidy did but she wasn't going to tell him how because he always spoiled them
"Dasani get that phone out of Apollo's face, he's only a baby he doesn't need to be watching that" she said as Dasani showed Apollo a baby cartoon
She didn't want anyone putting a phone in her children's face she felt like it made them lazy she had watched so many children grow up and not want to learn anything and just want to watch tv she wanted her kids to be the opposite
She wanted her kids to learn before they picked up a phone she didn't want people sticking a phone in their faces just to shut them up she just felt like it was bad overall for a infant baby to have a phone in front of their face
"Get that shit out of his face now Dasani I'm not playing with you" she whispered yelled so the babies wouldn't pick up on her language
Smacking his teeth he turned the phone off putting it in his pockets which immediately made Apollo start screaming
"Rock him D" she said as she sat back on the couch watching him
"It ain't working" he said rocking Apollo back and forth in his arms
Sighing she got up and grabbed Apollo out of his arms lightly putting him against her chest rubbing his back softly making him calm down
"It's the connection Dasani you gotta connect with them , love on them , I know you getting frustrated with the crying and stuff but it don't take much to learn how to calm them down , stop sticking a phone and toys in their face to get them to shutup" she said sighing going to lay Apollo down in his crib
Going back into the living room she told Camille she was about to take a nap since she didn't want to leave her company alone while she slept
Camille said her goodbyes before leaving
Cassidy cleaned up the mess in the house before going into her room to go to sleep
She was beyond tired these kids had bags under her eyes and she felt like she hadn't slept in years
"Dasani if the babies wake up please keep them quiet I just wanna sleep" she said yawning going to lay down
Her and Dasani were basically co-parenting at this point , they didn't sleep together anymore when the kids came and barely had any sort of interactions with each other unless it was about the kids
They hadn't been sexually active in months due to her being pregnant and giving birth
They're vibe wasn't off or nothing it was just the fact they didn't have time to focus on one another because they were trying to raise they're kids
Nodding his head he went into the nursery to check on them
Apollo was knocked out sleep while cashmere laid in his crib with his fist in his mouth blowing spit bubbles
"What you doing up boy huh" Dasani spoke to him tickling his stomach as he laughed making Dasani smile "you wanna come with daddy" he said lowly as he picked cashmere out of his crib making him gurgle and smile big showcasing his gums
"Why you so happy " Dasani said kissing his cheeks as he went to the living room to watch tv
"Ya momma don't want you watching tv but you gonna watch it anyway" he said turning cashmere around so that he could see the tv
They were 15 minutes into the show until cashmere fell asleep in his lap picking him up lightly he took him back to his crib quietly so that Apollo wouldn't wake up and start screaming
Going into the bedroom he watched as Cassidy slept , he would be lying if he said he didn't miss her
Even though he's been with her this whole time she hadn't really been with him cause all she was focusing on was the babies
Taking off his shoes and pants he slid in the bed behind her pulling her against him kissing her neck and sliding his hands in her panties making her moan
"Dasani stop" she said moving his hand away making him smack his teeth
"Man wassup? You damn near started a flood in yo drawls and you won't me to stop? " he smacked his teeth
It was true Cassidy had gotten wet as hell from his touch it had been a while since she was active with him
Not saying anything she just closed her eyes trying to go back to sleep "What happened to communication was key? You ont know how to talk to a nigga Nomo?" He said but she didn't say anything
"That's fuck up cass you even ignoring me now? Wowww" he said getting up from the bed leaving the room slamming the door behind him making both babies cry
Not being mean he went into the nursery to get them to be quiet before leaving
