To be perfectly honest, I can't really pinpoint why exactly I'm doing this. I can name a couple reasons, but when it comes to the core reason why I woke up one day and said to myself "I'm gonna document my stories" -
I can't really explain it. It just happened.
I guess that's how all things I experience - written and unwritten - end up. It "just happens." I don't necessarily have logical reasons why I do and say the things I do or say. It's just the way I am. With that being said, this isn't to excuse the awful things I do or say. I am not perfect, not by a long shot, but I try to be my best me, and though oftentimes I fail spectacularly, I do actually try to be a decent human being, so A for effort.
This is not necessarily a straight chronological tale, but instead a collection of stories that I deem entertaining or worth telling. One of my reasons for writing all of this down is a stab at self-help. I feel very unhappy, but without fully fathoming why. Maybe, just maybe, if I write these stories, maybe I'll find why I am so unhappy, and begin treating myself to become better. It sounds like a silly idea, but I really don't like being unhappy, and I'm gonna take every possible attempt at fixing myself. Pity parties aren't cutting it.
I want to warn you guys that this isn't going to be a beautiful story of life, love, hope, and promises, but instead, the raw accounts of life, and following a guy who doesn't know how to love himself. This is about a guy that hides his emotions.
I often hide my true emotions when I'm upset in front of people in order to prevent them from having a bad day. Yes, I know, it's really toxic, but like mentioned earlier, I don't have a logical explanation of why I am who I am.
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Que Será Será
Non-FictionI am deeply unhappy. This is a collection of stories from my life's experiences. Writing this is an attempt to help me find out what's causing my depression/unhappiness. Not only that, but hopefully you'll find some enjoyment from my unfortunate tal...
