I didn't understand how people have crush on someone. So....
These days, I'm trying to be in their shoes based on what I've listened from their own experience. I compiled most of them inside this story and seasoned them up with my personal touch.
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It was the last day of a hectic event. I was finally able to breathe. My body was sore and my eyes hurt from the lack of sleep. They said life in college was about to get harder than it was.
I didn't mind about the future but during that time around 2 a.m. in the morning things were getting smoother and the sullen faces of homies became brighter at the last activity. We were asked to gather around and make up with the seniors after a short conflict.
I was thankful that all of it were an act. Tears from my droopy eyes flew without any warning. I was proud of myself being able to overcome the ups and downs for the entire week. Tiredness was filled with gratefulness.
I was waiting in a line to greet my seniors and I was nervous to know that he was there too. The timid me became more timid the moment I stood before him. My face became hot. After he looked at me, I didn't know where to look and my lips froze. I couldn't even form a smile but I managed to bow a bit towards him and walked away.
He was looking handsome again that time. I felt like punching his face as I couldn't contain myself. He was so adorable too trying to smile to everyone after putting a long frown before. I just wanna run towards him and hugged him tight. I could only imagine those in my head.
I looked back after I was sure that I was far enough and disliked what I saw. I saw girls talking to him and due to the loud noise came from the crowd, he let them girls whispered into his ear. They even let out girly giggled which made him laughed too. Those girls were brave. I thought.
They were sure lucky to make him laugh. To inhale his scent while I totally forgot to breathe in front of him. It was a regretful moment at least for me. I always wondered how would it be to stand near him. To feel his body heat. To smell his scent. I felt like a total pervert when it came to him but I couldn't stop questioning myself.
My mind was filled entirely with him. I was obsessed but he would never know because nobody knew this secret unless he felt my sincerity. My feelings towards him. My love.
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<A/N> I'm trying to update this story fast as I'm in the mood to write. I need more time to gain ideas as I was busy with degree life. Final is around the corner but instead to studying, I choose to write instead 😅 Writing has nothing to do with my degree course (I guess) but I'm just gonna write anyway. This hobby of mine come and goes really quick, so gotta be wise and do it!
