I didn't understand how people have crush on someone. So....
These days, I'm trying to be in their shoes based on what I've listened from their own experience. I compiled most of them inside this story and seasoned them up with my personal touch.
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It had been a month since the last time we met. I thought I was completely over you until you appeared out of nowhere. I was taken aback when you sat right in front of me. You were sitting on a sofa while I was standing.
As far as I remembered, I didn't try to look at you during that time as I was busy memorizing my script. I had to perform on stage on that day but he encountered me during rehearsal. I was performing in a big group so, his eyes were on all of us and not just me.
After done with group rehearsal, I sat down with others and watched other groups' rehearsal. That was when I looked at him attentively from quite a distance. He was wearing casual T-shirt with track bottom looking ordinary. He didn't really caught my attention but I did look at him a few times while memorizing my script.
I was the type to remember very quick but I didn't know why it took me longer that day. Did he actually make me lose focus? Maybe or maybe not.
During the performance, he was sitting on the opposite side of where I was standing. I was clearly facing him but due to nervousness I didn't even care his existence. I just want the performance to end fast.
The last tentative was taking group pictures. During that time, he was standing in front of me. We were like 30 centimeters away until some girls asked him to move away to the side as they might not appear in the group photos because his tall figure covered them including me. He moved to the side reluctantly one step and looked back and noticed the short me.
I tried to look at his eyes but he quickly moved his away wouldn't let our eyes met. I thought that he might be a nice guy as he didn't stare at any girls like other guys would do. Although our eyes failed to meet, I saw his smile. His little smile got me uwu and I also got butterflies in my stomach. I guessed I still had a bit feelings for him.
He took another step and looked back again to make sure I would be in the picture too although I didn't really care. I liked it better to stand on his back and not appeared in the picture.
It was an interesting experience. He didn't smell like anything. Maybe because there were too many people around. I was imagining a lot of things while standing behind him. I hoped he pulled me closer to him and not moved away from me.
I even wanted to run towards him and gave him a back hug because in my imaginary world there was only the two of us. There was no restriction to what I could do with him.
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