Okay so I was talking to my mom.
There's this girl in this leadership group I do not like.
She's a bitch to put it nicely.
But she's got everyone on her side.
She took my best friend.
She's dating the president of the chapter.
And the Vice president is the president's best friend
And the parmilitarian is her best friend
I have no one on my side
She tried to call me out in the meeting making herself look bad.
But people collectively think it's my fault.
I should try to get along better
I should be the one being nice when when she's mean.
I have to get along.
I don't like her. If I'm being nice then she needs to be nice
We all be nice.
I wanted to sit down and talk
But she got the superintendent
I wasn't even brought in for this
But it didn't seem like I was in trouble
She probably was
But I am lonely
It hurts
But I don't trust people
They're imature
And weak
I can't stand weak people
How don't you try to be tough in this hard world
Understand, I can't protect everyone
Don't act like I can
Don't use me for that
Everyone is strong. So act that way and not weak and fake
I'm strong. But with being strong comes with loneliness.
But that won't matter.
Highschool doesn't matter.
I'm going to college
I'll meet people there
And in college I'll be with like minded people
I'll do the military where it is also like minded people.
Highschool games don't matter how you were there doesn't matter how you will be afterwards.
