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Chapter 12

I was walking on the hall towards my locker

I was feeling a little bit dizzy probably cause I have to eat from yesterday that I had lunch at 2.30pm

But It's okay that way I will become thin and beautiful

I was in front of my locker now ready to open it when someone interapted me by pushing my harshly on the locker next to mine

?: Gosh, you are so pathetic

I didn't even bother to look at the guy

I didn't have the courage, I don't have the courage

? : Maybe it is from sucking to many dicks, why are you even here? You are just a gay ugly shit that deserves to fucking die

? : People like you deserve to die

And right when I could feel his punch coming straight to my face I couldn't feel his hands on me anymore

I looked to surprisingly see Yoongi punching him everywhere

Yn: You deserve to die!

He shouted to the guy and he just ran away

Jm: Tha-

Yn: Don't thank me you are really pathetic but I just don't agree with violence plus Jin is coming up to you right now that means that he would kill me if I wouldn't do something

He said with a cold careless tone and left

Jn: Jiminie who was that ashole?! Thank good Yoongi was here

Yeah thank god

I didn't answer any of his questions I just kept silent

Jn: Jimin have you eaten?

Jm: Yes

No

Jn: Are you sure?

Jm: Yes

How can I be sure for something that did not happen?

Jn: Okay then I will believe you for now, let's go to our class

He said and so I did, well tried

As soon as I took one step I felt so dizzy and everything started becoming blurry, but Jin held me tight; preventing me from falling

Jin: Change of plants let's get you something to eat

There is no point doing that

(...)

Jin had just made me to eat a sandwich and it felt awful

It felt fat

Jm: I have to go to class now, see you later

I said and left

I went almost running to the bathroom and locked myself into a toilet

I put two fingers deep in my  throat and immediately I felt the awful sandwich coming up

I will become beautiful

Yoongi POV

I was  locked in a toilet crying my heart out

I feel like someone have cut me in pieces

Jimin hates me,I hate him too right?

Right of course I don't like him, like I have got over him right?

I heard someone getting in and then the next toilet door closing I tried to be quite by putting my hand in my mouth  I didn't want anyone to hear me cry even though they can't tell it is me

I heard the boy vomiting, Ewww that's disgusting

If he is sick why isn't he at his house?
Maybe his parents are strict

After a few minutes I heard him wishpering something and then the sound of the door opening and then closing was heard twice

That meant he left

Why do I even care? No one truly cares about me

No one ever asks me if I am okay

I want to tell to someone so badly that I feel awful

I feel awful lying to Jimin, I feel awful seeing this stupid bastard touching Jimin and speaking to him like that, I feel awful loving someone that doesn't love me for the second time, I feel awful that no one understands me, I feel awful that even my own mother doesn't believe in me

I feel awful feeling like that, I just want everything to end, but what do I have to end if I have nothing except "life"?

Heyyyy

It's been a while

Hope you enjoyed this chapter I will update again soon

Just wanted to share this beautiful photo of hobiee

So that's for today

See you soon 💜