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Chapter 4

Everyone was watching the show laughing like every second, but I couldn't stop thinking about what Yoongi said

He doesn't like me, he said it! Why do I still have hopes when I know it is hopeless?

Jm: Aish!

I said shaking my head to make these thoughts disappear

Yn: What happened?

Jm: Nothing I was thinking of something stupid

I lied

Yn :Ah... Okay

He said completely indifferent.

After a while I felt something on my shoulder, I looked to see yoongi's head lying on me as he was asleep

What the? He spoke to me like a minute ago, this guy!

I gently put his head on hoseok thigh something that hoseok didn't even noticed or bother to see

Jm: I'm gonna leave

I announced getting up

Nm: Why ?!

Jm: I'm a bit tired and I have to study too

Lies...

Nm: Do you want me to drive you home?

Jm: No hyung I'm okay

Nm: Okay I'll drive you

Jm: As you wish

I said not wanting to argue with him right now

It is pointless anyway, he will drive me home whatever I say

Nm:Have you eaten anything?

He said as he got up

Jm: I'm not hungry

Hs: You should eat!

Jm: Yeah I'm eating, but I'm not hungry now!

I said angrily, I have stop doing that! Why they don't just trust me and let me be?

Jm: Namjoon let's go

I said as I was walking towards the door, I opened it quickly getting out

I reached Namjoon's car waiting patiently for him to come

After some minutes he showed up running with a worried face

Jm: What happened?

I asked worriedly

Nm: Yoongi is having the dream again *inhales* and he won't wake up

He said as he tried to catch his breath

I runned back inside and fortunately the door was left open

I immediately went to the living room to see everyone around Yoongi who was on the floor full of sweat breathing with difficulty

No one really knows what the dream is about all we know is that it is about his father and that's enough to understand that it is a nightmare

Jm: Make some space!

I said and everyone immediately took a step back

A sat next to him on the floor putting my hand on his cheek I lean forward

Jm: Yoongi hyung, it is just a dream, a very bad memory, only that.... You are okay now

I wishspered in his ear as the doctor had said to do in this situation. He said when you wishper to someone when he is dreaming he can hear you in the dream so I hope this shit is right!

His breathing became a little bit better

Hoseok sat on the other side wishpering something to his ear and he immediately opened his eyes

What the fuck did he said to him?

Yoongi immediately looked at me with a scared look

I looked at him confused

He suddenly hugged me tightly

hoseok was looking with a small smile

Jm: What did you tell him?

I mouthed to him, but he just smiled wider

Jm: Are you okay?

I asked Yoongi breaking our hug

He just nodded

Jin sat on the floor next to Yoongi giving him a quick hug

Jin:You fucking shit! You scared me!

Yn: Sorry "Mom"

He sarcastically said gaining a slap on his head

I got on my feet and silently walked out of Jin's house

I started walking towards my house though it was the last place I wanted to be right now

As I was walking I heard someone calling me

I stopped to look back just to see taehyung running towards me

Tae: You are upset because of what Yoongi said right?

He asked when he reached me

Jm: Yes

I said

I started walking again and Tae did the same

Tae: You know, Jungkook told me today that he likes someone, but he didn't tell me who and yes I know that he likes me cause God he is too obvious but I didn't say anything cause  sinhu was there. So maybe Yoongi said that because we were there

I immediately slapped him on the head

Jm: You idiot! Why did you do that!! Tomorrow you are gonna tell him you like him! Aish, you!

Tae: Yeah okay, my point is not that, my point is,stop avoiding talking about your feelings for Yoongi

Jm: I am avoiding talking for them because they are hopeless!

Tae: You think that

He said and left

Jm:TAE!

I called him but he just kept walking

Yeah sure! You can fucked up with my thoughts and then leave!

Yoongi's POV

I saw Jimin leaving, but I didn't do anything I just watched him getting out without him noticing

Tae: I have to go, byeee

Tae said and I'm sure he run after Jimin

I was still sitting on the floor trying to overcome this fucking awful dream that mess with my mind every now and then

I hate that I can't even control it, I can't do anything and this is the worst part

I'm lost somewhere and I can't even move

HEYYY GUYSSS

A bit small

but I had to end it there so

I hope you everything is doing well (if there is anyone here)

So that's for todayyyy

NOOOOO

I FIRST WANTED TO SAY

JIN'S COVER "MOM" AAKSLSOISAJKD

HIS VOICE OH MY GOD!

Okay byeee nowwwwww

See you soon 💜