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Chapter 15

Yoongi POV

I was ready to talk to him, to talk to someone about it

Yn: So, when I was in Japan two year ago I met a guy two years younger that me, we started hanging out and he was so cute, funny and he had always a beautiful smile on his face. I started falling for him, and then I realised that I like guys, and generally that I'm gay. So. Like I was saying I started falling for him but he would only see me like his hyung and only that. I was really in love with him, my feelings about him were so strong, you can't imagine. It was so difficult to hide them, one time we were at a party and drunk a lot.... a-and I... I kissed him, the other day he said that he it wasn't nothing and it was only because we were drunk. I just agreed on that although it meant a lot for me, I didn't want to lose him..

I stopped and took a long breath

Namjoon was looking at me concentrated waiting for me to continue

Yn: The day I was leaving I asked him to go for a walk, I told him that I love him, I told him that the kiss meant everything for me I told him everything I was hiding. He just smiled at me and hugged me tightly, he H-he said he was sorry, I already knew that he didn't feel that way, but hearing from him it was the wrost.

Tears staring running down my cheeks

Nm: So why are you treating Jimin like that?

Yn: Because when I met Jimin I felt something, an enthusiasm and this enthusiasm grew a lot and became love. I-I'm fucking in love with J-jimin and I can't handle it, I can't handle being in love with someone so deeply when they only see me as a friend. I couldn't be close to him, I couldn't handle him smiling at me. He is so freaking cute when he smiles. He has the best eye smile, he is so cute and beautiful. And when he dance he so damn perfect. And I can't handle it so I became distant.....

I said with more tears

Namjoon came closer and hugged me

After a few minutes he broke the hug and looked at me

Nm: I understand that you were hurt by this guy, I understand you are hurting now, but Jimin is too sensitive. You are breaking yourself and him at the same time. Jimin freaking loves you, I don't know if it is in a friendly way or not, but he loves you and you are breaking his hurt every day. Yoongi you are an amazing person, really you are incredible, but all people make mistakes and your mistake is not asking Jimin about it. He might feel the same you don't know that, so stop being a jerk cause you are not.

Yn: I can't ask him

Nm: Why not?

Yn : I am afraid

Jimin POV (one month later)

Phyc:Jimin! How are you feeling today?

Jm: Mmm, better I think

I said and sat down on the chair

Phyc : So how is ballet going?

Jm: Amazing, but I'm really nervous, cause we have a performance in a month that we have to perform our own choreography

Phyc : Don't be, I'm sure you will be the best, so what did you ate today?

Jimin: I ate one Apple at 8.10 am

I said with a guilty look

Phyc : Well that's okay cause I knew it, so I brought you ramen!

She said with and evil look

Aish! She always does that!

She took out the cup with the ramen and the chopsticks and placed them in front of them