Falling For Sin - Taehyung X Reader.

•Regret•

"I don't turn down offers like that, however you seem like you've never done anything like that before", he said as he stroked his non existent beard. Your heart was uncontrollably beating and your mind was spiralling. You spoke without thinking, "There's a first time for everything".

"Y/N you are gorgeous and I'm not going to lie I would love to make love to you but I can't do a virgin. sorry". You got rejected. The hottest guy in the school had rejected you. Embarrassment attacked you like a bee making your face flush scarlet red. You felt so stupid. As much as you felt embarrassed and upset you had to be mature about it.

"O-ok, that's fine", you said while plastering on a fake smile as you hid the pain.

"Y/N I want you to spend your first time with someone special, ok?". You wanted to yell at him but you could hear and see the sincerity and regret in his voice so you took it.

"Ok", you replied softly.

"Take care", he apologetically said.

"Yeah yeah whatever thanks". You tried to not show the pain but it was hard. You were hurting and you didn't know how you were going to deal with it. You turned and walked away, slouching your shoulders and furrowing your eyebrows in disappointment. You'd never forget that moment. It was so hard to process and believe. You ran and ran, shame and rejection making tears threaten to fall down your frowning face.

••••••

Sulkily, you shoved open the door, tossing back your messy hair. "Oh sorry if I woke you", you tiredly whispered to Gina.

"It's ok, I couldn't sleep anyway". She sat up in her bed. "You took your time, where were you?", she asked as she walked over to you.

"Y-yeah um I lost track of time", you lied.

"You should be glad, if you came back earlier you would have witnessed Tammy being a drama queen". Paying attention was hard when you were just traumatised. You tried not to think about it but those scenes kept replaying in your mind and it was driving you crazy.

"Hey Y/N are you okay? Did something happen?".

"N-no. I'm fine", you mumbled.

"Well I have a great idea to fix you", she clapped.

"What?", you asked.

"Tomorrow is party night, girl". She frantically waved her arms in the air with excitement "And its where the biggest party of the year was!".

"Erm, you mean Taehyung and Namjoons house right?", you gulped.

"Yeah! but loads of other boys live there too. They party literally every weekend and holiday and everyone's invited of course. You are so coming with me, boo", she stated.

Earlier kept flashing back to you but you had to get over it. After all, no one, especially him, could stop you from living your life to the fullest.

"Of course I am", you smiled.

"Yassss! it's going to be lit", she danced.

••••••

The next morning, you and Gina were eating breakfast at the local bakery. You were giggling about all of her past romances and flings. Wow, you thought, you could never live up to Gina. Your phone suddenly started buzzing annoyingly in your pocket.

"Oh I have to go now, meet you at the room later to get ready for the party", Gina said as she got up from her seat.

"Ok bye", you smiled as you also walked out of the café.