Falling For Sin - Taehyung X Reader.

•Trust•

wrapped up in the fresh, white duvet both, you and Taehyung, stared each other lost in each others orbs with lust and romance or potentially even love?

"you know, I keep forgetting to tell you this but your name is so beautiful", you smiled.

"thanks", he chuckled. "my mother named me. when I was younger I was very feisty, liked to speak what was on my mind and aggressive you could say. she told me I reminded her of her father so much that she named me after him. her nickname for me is 'byeol' because well she conceived me out of wedlock and that was thought as shameful in her family so she was kicked out while pregnant with me. when she gave birth out in the streets, the first thing she looked at was a star in the night sky".

"that's beautiful", you beamed.

what if his tragic family life was what JaeSun saw in the background check? maybe that's why JaeSun thought it would affect you, but how?

"did you ever see your father?", you asked.

"never", he answered "then he passed away".

you had lost your father and was losing your mother, but at least you got to experience being with them and loving them. it saddened you knowing Taehyung didn't get to live that, short tears gently seeped out of your eyes.

"Y/N. don't worry, its fine", he reassured moving his inked arms up and down.

"not having a father shaped me into who I am, I had Namjoon and my mother with me who I think would adore you", he cheekily boxy smiled.

you blushed at his cute comment, this was one of the sweetest compliments you had ever received and it was coming from the one and only Kim Taehyung. he was acting so different, you loved it but it didn't seem right, what was going on?

"what's wrong?", he hummed while flicking his hair back with his tatted arm.

"why are you telling me all of this?", you asked.

"cause I want you to trust me", he softly smiled making your heart flip a thousand times.

"how?", you inquired.

"look Y/N, it's pretty obvious that you're different, the way you react to situations make it seem you haven't experienced life like any other teenager and all I want is for you to trust me enough that you would tell me why", he spoke.

you took a deep breath and avoided his eye contact. you so badly wanted to tell him but you knew that if you told him, he would have the same reaction as the other people whom you told the story to, he would never look at you the same again. Gina for example has become ten times more protective and she didn't even know the whole story.

"I guess you're not going to tell me, huh?", he disappointedly muttered.

"maybe some other time", you shrugged.

"bullshit", he angrily folded his arms and furrowed his eyebrows.

"huh?", you nervously shrieked.

"you just don't want me to know anything about you. whatever, if you want. just don't lie to me it's just insulting!", he demanded.

this was getting out of hand. Taehyung needed to calm down, you had never seen him like this before.

"Tae, calm down!", you nervously said.

"don't tell me what to do! I shared a part of me with you, Y/N but you're never going to trust me are you?", he yelled.

this was getting worse. to be truthful, you trusted Taehyung with all of you, your life. however, if you had to prove it to him by telling him something that would completely change his view on you then he would be disappointed.